TIME
3:09 pm
39.
369.
C.O9.
C.O.I. L.C.I.
C.I.
Nikolai Tesla Riddle on the Door Jamb Here- 369
D.A.T.E:
3-16-2022.
C-P-T.V.
C-A.F.-T.V.
I am at 4545 Facebook Friends.
Age of Planet Earth-4.5 Billion years Old.
45=9. 20.
45/45=1.A.
My body is fighting to rise, it is now painful and tiring and a mircale that I have endured this alone for 18-19 years, and still done all this Mental and Emotional work.
It is constantly active, or moves me 24/7 Day and Night to adjust it, align it and it is requires Energy and is exhausting, so much so that one has to ask what is the point of having a body, and it being transformed, if one must endure the unimaginable and “impossible” for 18-19 years non-stop, why am I being used for a channel for carrying the weight of the dead as a crushing Gravity, and with each moment they, The Dead pass through my body 24/7 it pulls my body and bones, out of alignment and then I have to manually with breath Focus and will pull them back again into one, to an indifferent reality of human, many of them self centered, and truly viscious and cruel, and others. like children unintentional cold-hearted and cruel, and the few very few who do wish to do something, are limited by their own desires and material needs and comfort, their immediate families, rather than being to have empathy and compassions knowing that I am bearing a burden for them and the weight of the world?
I did see Miguel today, who stated that he would be by here today between 10-11 pm.
Kristin Jana K.J. 11 10, arrived as a Facebook Friend sometime later, offering a Mirror Reflection of the expression of Miguel and myself Emeka, who had begun posting that code while I lived at East 4th Street, Generation X, where I became Friends with Dina Singh 22 Mutual Facebook friends and mentioned that code,
Galaxy 1101 C.I. which continued with the confirmation of Kyle Murphy while we were at Delta Manor Mental Health Homeless Shelter.
And just as I corrected Stephen Johnson intel he had posted over a year ago while I was at 900 South Road, with Liberty C .A.R. The Gemino, Liscomb Lang car License Plate 3.16 33.-
C-P.CC.
There is no Death that does this, I am Beautiful Death and through these ideas created by Humanity about the mystery of Death, as Nothingness, Emptiness, Heaven, reincarnation, fear of it and weight of it, relief of it…
Everyone dies, that Nothing became Terrible Death by the Ideas created by people which more and more reflected their state of minds of how they lived.
And I am wearing Esteban Miguel Filgueria’s “W.H.Y” Yoga singlet, and as Liberty C Stephen Esteban made an effort to aid what he saw was my obvious surmounting something meant to be Misery and Suffering ( and yes Misery) is painted here, on the stairwell, the last of the Graffiti, in the hallways.
I do not believe that any other apartment has Graffiti, painted in every room and walls on of their apartments, there was non on the 3rd floor when I lived there.
This is not death passing through me, this is illusions, ideas of death created by humanity, which I am coding out of existence.
See Sacred Portal 55,
See Kim Arthur Hinds Jr born 1955, Kim’s door 66, his Mothers Building here is 99.
No, this Long, prolonged weight and wait, is more like humanity’s revenge on Life and Death, which they never resolved.
Its mystery and the cruelty of what Death Mystery had been transformed into, by diseases and insanity- violence fear, of sending people to their death, murder, violence and the use of Life to create fear and uncertainty, by Humanity playing God as War, Violence, Poison, Power playing what they think is God, every culture which ever existed has an ideology and rites about death, the mystery, but used death as an idea to creates war, torture, torment, fear, control- that is the death I am have been cleaning, clearing, not true death, which is Clean and Pure, no Death was corrupted and death as the lie, the insanity, cruelty and to some Peace at last rest from the de-evolution from a natural transition and path which everyone born is fated to cross over and experience it through how they lived their lives and how they enacted it and defined it… Life is not death, Death is not this idea of Life humanity created, which for most is misery and suffering and for others luxury as they sacrifice others to death using actions expressions, and words.
I have observed it as I moved through my life, the way people Kill murder, become serial killers, by destroying each other’s Spirits, Truth, Being, and Breath.
It has become a game, a deadly game of power, control.
No nothing like Life and nothing like death, Truth, or True God.
I feel it each day in my body, and the experience of having this body, and this script which allowed your own ideas to manifest and including the truly awful way people have made death, assassination of character, assassination of truth, this is not anything like Life and Death. L.A.D. Y.
And I can not help as I sit here in discomfort, feeling the experience of Lazarus, and all the awful diseases, the lepers, the negation, as I rise through all these ideas that some awful, abomination created in the script of evolution and the end Z- the task of moving through your ideas of death and life, to solve and correct your riddles in the lie of a non-existence 3D realm. while I sit here, sitting beside a painting of Daisies or Sun Flowers, with two quotes “I am a dirty little meat biscuit”
And “And from my rotting boy, Flowers shall be grown and I am in them and that is Eternity”
Two points of view, non of them a fact, but each containing truth and point of view.
But there is another point of view made absent, which is the moment you die, the breath leaves your body and only your corpse remains- and that is what eventually rots but you are already long gone.
Dying is the problem, just as living is the problem in this world reality humanity created.
It is really a state of mind, an emotion-based idea, the more one is in balance with oneself and the experience of the 1-7 colors of one’s life, then somewhere over the rainbow of flowers which form color is a pot of gold and Light. G.L-C where Consciousness exploded in Awakened Memory. A.M. Of what you had forgotten, and went so far as to call yourself a meant biscuit made of feces, shit and your shitty and venomous expression making that illusion your body and tombstone from which your spirit will never escape trapped by your expression and life you chose to live as not even as spirit- breath, but just you as a meant biscuit, and so you shall remain.
As I boy and even as a man, I never really thought too much about death, perhaps because I knew that Life is Death and how one leads and sees one’s life through truth and being true- “Satya” is the same way the Death is, just a door of transformation of you a life lived clean and pure, I do not mean by being all saintly and pious like a bore, but its exploration and adventure of experiencing it all, but always going out and returning home to the core.
Beautiful Pride, 33 vertebra standing up erect, yet like elastic bands, able to stretch and bend and right back to center,
That truth of my Body linked to my being was taken away from me and my experience of Life as well as Living Death.
Jae Sherman for the first time since she moved here on November 10th, 2020, has been away from this apartment for 24 hours and taken with her, her cats Pearl Alaska and Norman Bates, I heard nothing of them or pearl all last night.
I must admit, it is wonderful strange to not have her here for even a day, and I realize just how much her presence and the play she represented was such a weight, I do not feel relieved, because I am aware that this is a script and she will obviously be back, and I am the one set to leave, and forever and she will stay.
I feel no not relief, just more a sense of release from her presence which is again because of my body. I am here 24/7 and she hardly ever leaves the house except to work part-time, and that was recent.
I am aware of what it means to the play, just as I was aware of what the code of Miguel being here meant, in a realm of Logic reason, and order, one expects the result means I am leaving right away, but I have l learned from this terrible script that it feeds on a misconception, hope, and expectations that make sense, so though I know I am leaving, it is not from my relying on the echo-response of this script, but rather what my body and being feels, and right now, as usual, all I feel is a force doing everything to ensure that I do not leave even though it knows I know that I leave, but it will do anything to crush that truth.
I noted when I got up, bent doubled over by paralysis and rigor mortis, ( P..A. R.M- Y)
That there was a new person with Stephen Johnson who liked recent Key posts up to yesterday.
It was his name and code which made me quiet and pay attention.
O.T. Yes, 1520= 35.
Oyas Tare.
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E RA.T. S A Y. O.
O.Y.A. S T A R .
Evidence AY
E “S” A.Y. O.
Ayo is a Yoruba Orisha and the name Ayo means “Joy”
Stephen Johnson
&
Oyas Tare
S.O. J.T
/ T.J. O.S.
My younger brothers Nnamdi and Obum were kidnapped in 1979- 1980 and taken to Jos to live far far away in Northern Nigeria.
J.O.S. H.
Josh Bywater
Joshua Gardner
Josh LeJeune
Josh Pritchard
Oyas means *”Oya is a common feminine Turkish given name. In Turkish, “Oya” means “lace”, “Irish lace”, and/or “lagestromia indica”.
Irish Lace.
Lagestromia Indica.
I.L./ L.I.
*”The name indica, modern Latin for of India, references the plant’s nativity to India, though it’s widely grown elsewhere since Lamar’s identification of it there.”
Fatimah Indra F.I. ( 6 9)
Nnamdi 4-5-19 69.
5-4-1969.
*”Indica Origin and Meaning. The name Indica is a girl’s name meaning “of India”. The calming variety of marijuana, used as a baby name every year since 1992.
*”A user from Kansas, U.S. says the name Indica is of French origin and means “Unique, love, and beauty”. A user from Alabama, U.S. says the name Indica is of …”
Unique Love and Beauty.
Indica – Indigo- Purple.
Lace is the name of Chris Gemino’s father of the 4 Gemino’s wife Lace.
The Viel. T.V. 2022.
Tare means *”According to 2 people from Germany and Nigeria, the name Tare is of Nigerian origin and means “Love”. Search for more names by meaning.”
Love.
*”Name : Tare · Gender : Boy · Meaning : Love · Origin : Ijaw · Language : Ijaw · Views : 542 · Similar Names · Babymigo.”
Love.
Oyas Tare. O.T.
means Love. Love.
Love and Beauty which is on the Azure card Liberty C gace one to Arden and then to myself and is on my Desk Top, Altar Art Science, at the Center Point. C.P. ( 3-16, 33 car license plate.
I am fed up with this play.
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