Question: is humanity moved more by love or by fear?

What if that was the great test that all human beings alive today were asked. And that everyone was being set up by an unseen hand (the patterns and links of our possible future as the highest potential we can reach, but held back by the ancestors… all those who came before us, right to the very beginning of time).. And what if the key to breaking out of the Matrix, the box, lay in aligning ourselves and proving our truths without even knowing that we were being set up to prove that very truth? And what if that Truth is to be True to Love in 2012? What if I am so sure by what is happening to my body, and the evidence acquired, that everything that ever was (our past) and everything we could ever be (our future) is watching, gauging and setting us up as individuals and as a collective to see what our truth literally is as we exist, unaware in the dreaming- unconscious of such a play going on… until the last moment. That in 2012, the line of past, present and future ABC has been aligned to one point… BE. And as “The everything we ever were and ever can be” watches us now in the present… (Because all the unseen lives in the present, and time and everything exists in the present and in this point of being). To see those who have embodied in action, in embodiment and in exemplification what our truth is, as a species. And this allows some to break out of the square of time and others to be contained by the box called “It’s Time.” People often accuse me of stating intense stuff, and so many preferred to put their heads in the sand… but what if this is not intense stuff, but simply is, and what if the truly intense stuff is our, as a species, refusal to acknowledge that not only is something going on in our collective awareness and consciousness but that our reality, society and systems of life are deteriorating before our very eyes… and we, who are all gifted with life and being able to live on earth… that all the gifts of nature, life, our ancestors who fought and died so that we would have a better life, and that our highest, truest, most beautiful selves are all watching waiting to see what we choose as our nature… By setting up almost 7 billion people in different scenarios to find out what their truth is… Are we moved, even now, by fear or by love? What do we accept: the truth, which is made to give us discomfort or the lie, which is made to give us the illusion of comfort?

My going public with what is happening to me in my personal experience is what I call love and truth in action… There are others who have sought, like me, to share their personal experiences to alert the world to a collective condition and experience that is going on… People like myself who are very private people, who are being forced to come out from under cover in the most extraordinary circumstances to relay our findings… That we as a species are being watched by our ancestors (the sources of our DNA) and our truest, highest selves.. And that these two parts of ourselves are judging us.. And that this would explain, in total, the truth of what is happening to my body and my consciousness and why I sought to communicate it to everyone. It is and would be the most unfortunate thing if no one takes notice of the odd experience, (that which is out of the ordinary) until it happens to them.

But this is my synopsis everyone: that you, me, I and a whole world is being judged by our beginning and our end to see if we have balanced out our collective and individual experience in the present to 1 0 1 to make 11 which become 1 and 2.. 12 completion of a cycle on earth… 365- 366 days in a year.

This is all I have to share with you of my life, that I am calling out, speaking out to what I have uncovered by the experience of my life and this condition, by balancing it with experiences of countless others, spending almost two months seeking to communicate to you all, the best of myself and my understanding of what is going on. I should have been taking care of my body, myself and my own life… but instead I have put my whole existence out there to share this information about what I know is true. Time now exists as one point, and since the point has been finally defined as TRUTH LOVE T=20 L=12… 2012. This year we as a species and as individuals are called upon to prove, by our simply Being…without being aware, but through our naturalness, the enactment of which truth moves us: fear or love: that which is true or that which is a lie; likewise that which causes us discomfort or that which creates comfort.

I commend, recognize and acknowledge all the brave people out there coming out from under cover to share information with the rest of the world, free of charge and at great personal costs to themselves. I wish to offer you all praise, appreciation and the blessing of sharing the SECRET of my C\see. Which is that there will be a time of rapture and ascension (rising in consciousness) for you all. Because one thing that I have been able to retain, is the truth of the vision I had as an eight year old child… that the day is coming when you will all be set free to see the miracle that I have seen and then found so incredible. I had to get evidence and proof of that beautiful vision being real, true and possible… And from my most sacred heart and hearth of truth… I swear to you all that it is true and will manifest here in reality. And all the love you gave your fellow man, that was badly treated, miss-understood or reviled and mocked will come to light as the truth: your sincere love for your fellow man, and yourself most of all.

I am not sure I will be here (I hope so) but I do know that Beauty and the beautiful ones (11) have manifested as a consciousness on planet Earth and that this consciousness will rise in certain beings all over the earth who have reached the point of existence, by sustaining the truth of the ancestors, their truest self and their most natural selves here in the present, in a world contaminated by the virus called human fear.

I have fought all my life to find the voice, my voice, and the articulation and expression (with beauty, elegance and grace) to express the things that we could not articulate before; truths that were essential to us but which had no articulation. I think I have found the voice and articulation in which I wished to share the words and sequence of numbers, words and vibrations which communicates what the golden ratio and golden number is. It is words and articulation that make common sense, and helps people rise instead of fall. It offers evidence and proofs, it goes to the heights of the pyramids to investigate the truth and get a better view, it goes to the greatest and deepest well\hole to explore the truth… and it journeys afar while staying near, to include all others’ points of view. In the process it discovers that it is the truth, and finds out that its truth is its desire to share without self promotion, self flaunting. It becomes so intent on sharing the truth that the person becomes almost non existent, yet at the same time transparent, breath giving, life giving. (Umeano) it becomes the very breath of life… and it is only at the end when it has shared its truth, shared all its knowledge with everyone, regardless of whether they have deserved it or not (for it does not judge, it perceives), only then does it\he\she pause to recognize that they are love, they are the source of life. For in that journey and discovery of the truth, and what they do with the truth, do they recognize the most blindingly stupendous truth: we/ he/ she is the source of love, and that sharing, caring, speaking out and doing is the energy of love that really makes the earth go round….. from here to eternity. We came down here to seek out the truth and in that journey of life where we seek out the truth, we come to the point of existence when we realize (only in the end) that we are beings of love and light.

The journey ends not in death, but with this realization: when you cross over to the other side, you have conquered death, you have conquered fear, you have destroyed evil in us, and you have reached your highest self: the sum total of yourself, your best self… and believe me, your ancestors cheer, rising within you because, at last, they know the truth of you from beginning to end. You were created to be beautiful as you came from the dimension and the consciousness of Earth, which creates only settings of beauty.  And you rise to reach the goal of the highest You, the supreme You, the beautiful You. Then the ancient wisdom, energy of time and D.N.A rise, cheer and laugh, releasing you from the confines of time, space, nature and flesh…allowing you to join your true self in the plane of the limitless dimension. Here you are not controlled by time (the ancestors), but willfully moving by the beauty, truth and love of your heart and mind…having proven in your being, that the truth of existence lies in the expressions that are truly beautiful… even in rage.

I, for one, have nothing further to say to the world but thank you, to those who read, heard and listened to what I had to share with you all.

cheers,

E