October 17…A.G…O.D.E…
Q…
Praise…
The Gathering…
In the Festival of Paylasmak (meaning in Turkish Sharing- Lords knows I have shared to the point of Beyond Existence)
A festival created in 1999 in Istanbul which was to be set on the Island of Kar Ada…on the Turkish Mediterranean Sea.
I.had created a story and script for a 9 day celebration of Boogie.
An Internationsl celebration in which I with an International team and my personal assitant Jason a well respected Dancer and Choreographer I had hired from London to celebrate the up coming millennium.
Infact, it was in 1997 when I announced my intentions which caused the cover of the Hurriyette picture (which Angela Marie Alexander so incredibly mirrored in the image she tagged me on) and an interview with Ashe Armande (A.A) a respected Turkish journslists whom a friend called Ahmed Erugun (E.A)…
The photo shoot was arranged by Koray Erkaya (K.E)…and yes, there is a reason that I am representing thier intials.
It is to highlight how they are the same intials in this current play and journey but backwards..as if I was in the reflection.of a mirroe and had to prove which side of the mirror was the Original…
Yes. The Originals…
(We are not Vampires Mosquitoes..irritating Bugs Zzzz in the Ears)
Anyway, I am.not sure how seriously She or they took me then but after three years of earning my strips and living in Istanbul, I was finally taken seriously.
And offered the chance by an international.and local Advertising and Co operate public.relations and marketing firm.
I had understood from my experience with.my.journals diecovery in Paris by Susan Train of Vogue Conde Naste and Ginsberg and Edmund White…that everyone lived in Silence to certain degrees.
I had realized that my.height my.personslity and way of Being often attracted interest and gave me oppurunities others might not have had.
It had taken a long time to.understand this envy and jealousy I inspired as well.as the attention.
I was so often labelled as strange aloof and not of this world that I almost threw my.hands up.in frustration.
I was very different then…
I really was not aware of how deeply I.lived in a different reality…so.beautiful.that none of the horrors of this world or my.experiences here really touched me except to.inspire curiousity.
But when I was forced to transcribe my manuscripts to computer did I really read and see for first time how alone (but not lonely) I was.
Sure my world was beautiful, how I saw but I felt such a sadness for that youth that I burst out on script asking Why…and incredulous as to.how deeply I had lived in silence without ppl being aware.
Which of course got my thinking…. If I lived so.deeply in silence and hardly.anyone realized by.the facade real…I put up…
What of others…
The thought had one of the most profound effects on me.
It changed me…
At first all I wanted to do was get away from my.manuscripts and the Silence..
Saying it had betrayed me.
I sought to.enter Life..
And that is why when I was suddenly offered a chance to go to.Istanbul in a Bar in London…just like that.
I went…
Leaving the journals and that solitary existence behind.
But I.had forgotten how much pain.and suffering there was on people in this realm.
In my world and consciousness I.may have been all alone but my Consciousness Beauty made me see everything through the lightest most exquisitely beautiful and so clear point of view.
And ppl valued it to a point that I was always in demand…
So.much so.that I could not get awau from.ppl who all wanted something….
I realized that it was not me but my consciousness, the way I percieved and lived in lightness.
Until I.became so.heavy with their demands and transforming their point of view…
Until I realized that ppl needed to Open up.and Share….
But beautifully, not the way.ppl.seem.to.share impose demand blackmail you..even imprison you to.help solve thier problems.
To proud to ask, thinking it took away from their power or could be used against them, I saw how they reverted to insane even.evil.methods to.get your attention…demand for help.
Even enslaving you…and feeling guilty but not guilty enough not to.enforce thier need which waa done in such perverse ways and often without gratitude bc of a sense that you have it all and thus, do not require acknowledgment for that which comes naturally to you.
I.suddenly realized that the only way for ppl to remember themselves and even to chill out relax and remember how to share was to create an environment which reflects the stunning beauty of Nature and of course….thier true Nature.
The Nature of themselves which I could so clearly see because of my consciousness but which after years and years of being mystified realized that they could not see in themselves.
They could not see themselves. I recall.being thunderstruck…they are asleep to their own Beauty and Potential…
They could not see that it was they who I saw and see who were the source of my Beautiful Pride…
Just as my bio family had been.
They are alseep!
They had to wake up…
Wake up..
Wake Up I called out…
You have to Wake Up!
So I hit upon the Festival of Sharing…
Paylasmak.
Creating 9 days of an environment so beautiful natural to inspire and stimulate ease…
And I wrote a story a script…
The First Day of the Festival Celebrated the Gathering…
This is a most Beautiful scene in which a Giant Eagle rises from the Sky..
Then Doves released.
A Massive Stage which rolls out extends into.shapes with.a suspended Diamond Cube D.J both…
And from Land Sea Earth Trees the Polynesian on.boats mirroring the journey from Asia to Hawaii Gods from the Ocean.. E.T beings from Space the Family of all Existence arrive to mingle with a crowd already intoxicated by the events and music….on stage.
Everything was interactive organic flowing..and you had a choice about your level of participation.
I had not heard of Burning man until much.later but it was nothing, nothing at.all like Burning Man…
It was a Creation of a modern contemporary avante garde and yet ancient but totally different view of how I saw the world and people from within my own view perception and consciousness.
The Script created International attention so.much so that the Turkish government became aware.
Ppl were booking thier holidays based on it l.
U2 and so.many.others all.offered to slash thier fees…
I had thought of everything… Relying on all I had learnt about human nature, egos and how to.make the magic stimulation I knew was my.understanding of the Nature of Harmony…
The Script is now with Akil Davis..
Strange Fruit.
Sensational Feelings…S.F
A.E..15 Aylin Sendemir Urkmez 15 yrs ago full circle O..
1999
S.A.F.E.
Naturally, one can see the corresponding correlation with my journey in New York but also.my memories and proving on F.B for 3O months my Truty of how Existence began….
All aligned to one…
Nnamdi…David you bastard, I get it.
I was.brought to New York not only.to.prove I could manifest this but it is my Brother Father recalling to.me that this is how our realm was creates before this world and made real through thus Dreaming world…
All of you have families coming to you..
Not just me..all
Of you experience the going home I have been so fighting for, yearning for since I came to this world…
There are five six lines of the Family all of whom are aligned to.you and me…
The Gathering of the Family Three line Five..
The First Family of 8 Harmony…
We all go home…
Because of E.
Nna Emeka..
Father Brother lover Name E
E
Achilles Hector
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