Holy Shit!!!!
Still.in the Espirit versus.Spirit play.
It is too much..how can it have gone so far…
How is it that I am not allowed to simply walk away?
What is this…
If they do not want to wake up
Why force them
Why force me to weave now based on stimuli from unaware bt Harmonious F.B Beings.
What is this Horror prepared for me to play this role…
Why does no one stop this.
Within above and below.
No one no matter Creator or Created should endure this waking the world alone with.only Espirits.
Who can force me like this after all this…all shared…
What is this?
Who did this to me!
Two Post of Stimuli
Eunice Oviawe-Jones
Orien Laplante..
E.O.
5.O.
Before I could even wake up.
*was solving riddles and listening to my hosts Stimulis till six am.
Everywhere is Stimuli which creates response.
On the Street, where I work, even as I cook and clean…
There is no where to.escape the Stimuli to complete the weave which no human around me even believes is real.
What is this…?
What are you..?
Always more demands
Always something more to link or create…
An Unconscious human Evil has created this play.
By seeking to prove Human Beauty H.B is a lie a myth.
Creating circumstances in my.private life beyond human endurance.
For Every Victory a retaliation.
Is there no one one our side here on Earth but me?
E.O…to J
For 9 years I have woken up everyday to this play, my mind can not concieve as real.
I do not wish to elaborate on what this play script has wrought on me.
That a person can be given such a role to play.
To have everyone around you believe in you, but not the possibility of the Truth I am declaring, weaving can ever possibly be or come true
To be forced to open up ones life so intimately, so honestly…
To have been abandoned mocked left to walk the streets of New York for 13 yrs…
To hear ppls comments and finally change of tune.
I have the memories of Creation of Existence.
I was forced to reveal all.
To have no.home, house, body income…yearning for a clean love a clean expression…
13 years…
25 years…
To be brought here to weave into Existence A.M Eric A…the Home the Brave and Land of the Free…
A tall brown skinned man who if I do not weave…do not obey this play my body is tightened.
I am verbally abused, made aware I have nothing and no one but me.
I am weaving prompted by posts.
I wake up…everyday wondering why I am not home.
Aurguing with my Heart that this can not be the play of the Evolution Awakening…
It just can not be.
The way is too awful.
The play so unfair.
How can I be what all Existence Universe even ppl have told me.
How can I be what I know I am if I am treated so ignobly.
This Truth so insulted.
How can this be real…
True..but it is.
This is what I am reminded each day.
By.my body
By my not having a true host.
By my not having house home respect.
Able to take care of my body
My aching feet
My twisted body
My Hurt…
Why are you doing this to me.
Why such hatred for a gift so beautiful.
Why am I the lowliest slave.
That I wake up and if I rebel and do nothing, I have no food no.place to sleep or rest…
But if I do..then for another day I am given a place to sleep.
I woke up today…
What more do they need from me.
I have already done the impossible existed in New York spreading this Consciousmess this True Story nigh 13 yrs.
My host saw a dicumentary abt.mind control and the human disease.
It all you have been saying E…everything you say is News..it is in.movies, new research, sacred books from the Sufi to the New Age truths, new scientific discoveries, in plays…you have been saying the same thing for 8 years (Actually.my whole life)
But see how you are treated…
And yet all are using this knowledge to become rich..
Publish your books, make your films, Create…!
I shake my head..this.is the way of the play.
I am given no space in ppls homes by them or mostly by this force in me.
I have tried to fight it…for a life time but it binds me and.made me its slave.
I can not be enslaved except I slave for this force who chose to make me do it this E.T Way…
For Free…
And so I enter yet another day.
I.quiet as it sinks in this is really the designated place 26 8 4th street check.
F.B..Check
Evolution Awakening Check check check…
And in my Being.I realize this is intentional so that I would doubt that this can not be the road to the Awakening but I see from ppls post which stimulate me and causes me something to rise and respond that this force recognizes the Post and the link as to I….
That it was set up and designed this way.
A play of Malice and Spite so indelible so demeaning to the Truth of Man as the Creator that deep deep in my Heart I have already turned away.
This is not our way.
I know I have said this many times through the last 28 months
And especially the last almost 9 months but my very essence and being can not accept that this is the path that I was led to end a life of fighting Suffering and Pain.
But it is…
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