From Facebook memories…
8:17 p.m.
The First Thing I saw this morning was the posts from Isabelle Ilic and Axel Love…
I had had a rough night…
I knew that this should have been the crowning moment of my life,
my entire Existence…
I have solved the riddles of Existence and had recieved the confirmation from the only thing which could confirm it, Creation Nature and Echo Existence Itself.
I had done this before, even announced it, in a Void of Silence.
No one seemed to get it.
Then 9 more years of sheer Hell of finding myself, providing public evidence of it.
I had to come to a Shelter, I had to live for a while on the streets, I had to live in the forest, I had to make every aspect of my life public as I moved and flowed with incredulity to all the venues which I was complelled to go to record and register the truth of the Equation of Existence and the Truth of How Consciousness works…
I have never been allowed to be Happy with the truth of what I have achieved, done.
i know people will eventually catch up, I was never worried or concerned about that.
What did concern me was the public was involved with the final part of teh Equation.
That it was public and that I knew that people would mis- understand and mis-interpret and have a field day with it.
I knew the depth of cruelty of people, Gossip maliciousness…
I am also an Ethnic minority proving equations which people of Afro Origins have not only been denied a Voice, but whose own people are just a cruel in the dragging each other down.
The way this has played, out the Joy of what this is supposed to have been for me for us.
The sharing of this moment, this discovery and this truth….
What a Human being – we as Beings have achieved..
For in the play of Time- this equations comes on the backs and shoulders of great men and women. Titans and Gods of the Human Spirit who fought and moved Humanity to this point where I could gather and harvest all thier expression like fractals and combine with my Eternal Knowledge and merge the Two… The I of the Collective Individuals from Time and the Indivudual I from Eternity…
My God what a Play, What a Story.. what an Adventure… What a Dance I wished to share with you…
And how vile and viscous has been the setting created by the Human Mind, the Spirit Realm, the hideous Truth of not only how foul and base Humanity has become- but this be te challenge imposed, that total refuse to accept that what is done is actually achieved….
I have to pinch myself, remind myself.. check the equations, the responses.. again and again, I checked ….
Even when I did not check, he evidence, the reality of what I had done came at me from everywhere…
It is Fact.
But then where is the Response, the Joy…
they do not get it… alright .. the wave is coming…
The Awarness…
They will get it…
But meanwhile… mean mean mean while…. How mean can it get…?
How Vile and viscous could the testing be and then the final response be topped with the expression last night.
A Play which should have never been done this way… publicly as if to punish me for proving Evolution of Consciousness…
For introducing Change..
8:58 p.m.
My Joy, Awe and incredulity that I did, that I actualy did it.. that It is done can never be taken away.
And I thank the people so few that they are who pushed me and did not allow me to walk away, and stayed.
Those few who provided some form of support r another..
But I my jou now is quiet and muted….
For there is nothing which could have prepared me for the depth of Cruelty Savagery and Evil in people..
Durek Verrett where are you, traitors and treacherous beings…
Where are you and all of you who betrayed your Truths for money and fame in this reality….
Akil Apollo Davis you knew better…
Rachael Devon Rios Sessions all of you who just kept at a safe distance as fif I had become a Leper for daring to prove a Truth each of the Scores of you had all understood and had pieces of your own revelations.
I have no desire to berate you or anyone of the scores of people who were meant to work with me to bring this Revelations to Light..
A New True Consciousness of how the Cee and Proceed…
You are all in your worlds living in your material comforts while I have gone to the very end despite so much efforts to publicly humilate me…
I went the end because of those who never had the comfort to retreat into the cowardice and complacency you each had the chance and choice to..
To sit and speak of love and truth, while observing the children being sacrificed, and cruelties which people in other parts of the world can not escape from..
That Migrant in the water drowning is you,
That Mother whose child is being cut out of her womb while she is alive is you.
That Man whose family is held hostage for money and then the money paid and the entire family killed is you.
The Boys and Girls raped tortured missing .. is your and your children.
Shall I go on…
I went to the end for them…
I endured for them… not for you…
You are the shame which I have no words for so I leave you to that shame…
I stood alone…
And I stand alone…
None is here… despite empty words of empty souls of this world saying we are with you, but there is no one..
It is done..
It is Done…
I used the Beautiful Truth of You to fuel me on…
To pass through and ugliness and shamefullness of you which had no right to go so far…
I did it.. with focus and intent which none of your indiffernece and your insanely vile script given to me, to pass through as the Human Mind…
I have no words to express what I have lived through, and seen understood…
What some people have endured in this world, the truly cruelty of the apathy of the Species.. who just can not be allowed to Exist, they have to become extinct that is what i know…
They have to become extinct from the seed of indiffernce witnessed here to the Abomination they You have allowed yourself to flower into…
This is one flower, one Fruit that shall not be harvested again…
never… I went to the end … To make sure that that seen that root trunk tree of Evil Cruelty will never rise .. again.
But I am proud of me…
I have Nothiing but I am proud of the Man I was
The Man I am
The Man I became…
True and Honest.. to the end …
Because I never forgot all those people in the most diabolically vile and cruel situations are also .. ME.
mOI
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