For the past 11 years I have been investigating a condition…

At first I tried to explain it, but I could not find the words. Then I sought help…doctors etc… but no one could help me, yet the condition seemed to intensify the more I investigated it as the seen and unseen worlds began to link. It began to make sense…but how was this possible? How could ancestral knowledge and knowledge of two possible outcomes to the future rise as unique and separate conscious ness in a human being…and why me? i have never been a superstitious person, I was rather more imaginative and scientific and so I began to imagine and then investigate. What I was perceiving or what the ancestors and God’s\my super self was showing me…began to make sense as I began to link and see if what I was experiencing was really true. I found that by linking what was happening in the present, in my everyday life, by the people I was meeting and by the research and endless books and documentaries and people I interviewed that what was being revealed to me by the ancestors through dreams, and what it was doing to my body, my consciousness…making me see visions, see things through my third eye, dimensions which exist in the same moment and point as the present… I began to see that this was not my imagination, that my own being was both of the past and the future and that it was asking me to align the collective knowledge to the present by linking and solving riddles. All of a sudden, I could see in a situation in a moment…all things existing in one place. I could be in someone’s house and see through a tunnel all the things which happened in that place of space throughout time…. It was like looking through a long, long tunnel, but the tunnel is the illusion because every dimension that I investigated that existed in that same moment all had the same point. It was just different stories, different settings, different costumes but each had the same point and that point sought to be aligned. I knew I was solving riddles of the dead and riddles of future possibilities but it all seemed to be asking me to link it to the same point in the here and now. The point was beauty, love and to prove the beauty I was unravelling in all these stories True… But there was also so much evil, evil that was created by these truths not being aligned and the effect of the distortion of the view of the tunnel of time, past and future… The evil was accentuated in my very physical life, which became a nonstop pain of both body, mind and soul and also of the places that these entities compelled me to go. To live with people in their houses, in discomfort, often in poverty, a non-existence in New York city. The ancestors and the future (I also call the children or unborn babies) did not seem to care about my intense discomfort and the horrifying life that I was being forced to live while having to sustain the truth of humanity’s and creation being beautiful, while living in dimension where all actions and expression seemed to be the opposite.

I am writing all this now, addressing the world with all my evidence, and with all the people who have witnessed my journey and my research and my linking, but most all of have witnessed these energies of the ancestors and the futures (supreme humanity) rising in me, using my body and my consciousness to express, show and identify their truths.

For someone like me to go on Facebook and announce this to the world…it is like throwing my life, my reputation my whole existence to the wolves of the world. But maybe the world is not all full of wolves, maybe there are those who can see and understand what I am experiencing as real, and all the effort I have done to ascertain that everything I am saying is researched and verified by empirical evidence and data… I experienced the journey of the early man in which I knew everything (the journey of a child) then I forgot everything… (the journey of darkness) and finally by using the golden ratio and linking the unseen and the seen, following a path where many doubted me and persecuted me because they thought I was not for real, until I reached the end of the tunnel… propelled forwards by two energies in me, my\our ancestors and our future which asked of me\us to choose which reality, beauty or horror was our truth… By asking the question so important, that so many ignore because they have comfort, security and the moment they live in now is fine for them… But what happened to my body excluded me from that possibility of being comfortable; I had to align the truth of two realities: beauty in the past, and beauty in the future, to the present where the point of Being truly exists.

I am not sure if my being will survive this enslavement of my body and consciousness. I would love to live and experience the beauty and truth of my bliss and ecstasy of existence.. I believe I have earned the right to existence that beautiful. But I also might have to accept that this consciousness, this experience and this thing going on my body might also not allow me to live here and now… That would be so unfair, yet the effort and perseverance to get to this point with so little support from the world both seen and unseen has taken its toll. I make my peace with this even on Facebook, because no matter what happens, I feel myself victorious because, after a life time of isolation and living the depths of a human experience that could not be shared, but which had to be borne alone, this, my understanding of consciousness, is here in the world and I have been able to articulate it through FACEBOOK, through e-mails and through so much refusal to compromise that truth despite the fact that I had to go against a whole world… That this is the truth.

I was told today that no matter the evidence that the world gets, they will need something magical, earth-shattering to really make them see, believe and know that it is real. I believe that humanity has the right to ask, to see and touch the impossible made possible. Because Thomas touched Jesus Christ’ hand to affirm that what he was seeing was real… and the only way to do this is through the experience of being touched.

I hope my life has touched people; I feel it has if I am to believe the many people to whom I articulated this information. To touch someone is not only to physically feel them… I think Thomas touched Christ because he was touched by Christ who, to me, is Thomas’ twin (Thomas means twin) as the spirit of love had to recognize himself as the spirit of truth and when Christ and Thomas met each other. They saw themselves and were touched by the true understanding of who and what they were… that in seeing themselves as mirrors…as Atom and Energy… MATTER AND SPIRIT LINKED by John of revelations, (John means “the a maze ing grace of God”) and James, (meaning “supplanter”), the one who blocks the door (Seth)that all three became linked to each other as Father, Son and Holy Ghost… and that is when Thomas saw the truth of himself and his intentions.. that he really was a being who loved and he was touched when he understood in meeting Jesus Christ (himself, his twin) that he was 4 real.

And so I know that it is more important that people are touched by the truth of love rather than having to see and touch to ascertain that something is real… And I hope that one day people will be touched by the truth of my journey and the love that grew in me that I never knew was so deep. I look at my life and I am touched by it, touched by how much I wished to see a world beautiful, how far I went to prove the truth that we were created beautifully and I am touched by how much humanity wants deep within, to believe in me and all that is beautiful… But after seeing all these new movies, knowing now that the explanation of what I have always known is now in circulation on the three dimensional playing field…I am touched and hope that the world will be touched too by my story and my work in the world of the seeing that which is unseen and linking it to be made real…

The Touch of God… is simply the knowing of the truth of your self.

And this is what Jesus and John did, and which was recognized by Thomas… that they are 4 real.