5:25 a.m
Easter Sunday..
Still rising from the pit of my stomach from the sum total of the 18 years of the R.
Response from the E.M.F Field of all the 58 portals and the expressions which each time sent me down so deep into the pitt, and each time struggles to ride again.
The words, actions deeds all thrown in my face with a viciousness and expressions of such a hatred that..
My sister once told an interviewer on televion in Nigeria, that it must have been difficult for my mother and herself to.l deal with a such confident person.
I was 19 at the time McKayla Rays age.
She said yes, that they had discussed and had agreed that they couldn’t help but wish that I would fall on my face so that at least they would see that I was Human
I never forgot that day because it was like a massive blow to the stomach.
And I never saw myself as extraordinarily confident.
Just sure of myself and my Expression because it flower naturally from me.
I had absolute trust in Truth and the Truth in myself.
I was just Being.
But despite the hurt and shock, it helped me finally understand the experience I was having in the World.
Something I later found myself wishing to help others rise, to see as I saw and this, understand not only why I was so self assured.
I wanted people to.be comfortable around me and see how we are equal.
But we are not Equal I have learnt.
I humbled myself, put other people’s needs before mine.all so that they would not feel inadequate by my self assuredness.
I have always been Awakened literal even to Eternal Memory but I just did not have a title or name for all those experiences.
People saw wished me to negate myself. Who I.what I could not so that they could feel better about themselves and I did it to prove that anyone could do what came so easily to be Cee and Be.
I did it so they could rise.
They negated me, were glad when I went further and further into the background until I found myself talking to the Silence the only place I could be my self without making others feel insecure or inadequate.
Soon I found myself in non existence- pushed there by people and their Needs.
We are born equal but by the choices we make in life the actions and choice to learn from lessons faster and faster..
Well it is like a person who is moved forward and skips two or three grades or people who get a First Class and others who get a pass a Failure .. A++ or F as in Failure.
It took me a while to get my suspicions confirmed that these people were cheating, that they could do anything I could do.
I worked on my self disciplined myself refined myself building my self into the vision of the man I wished to become and I became him and my memories began to become defined by my experiencing in the World.
And when I sought to come out from being unseen, and from my role of Guide Seer ..coach
I found that I was refused, held down pulled down often with words lashed out with such venom that the age of 21-22 I had been diagnosed with extreme Flight or Fight.
I could no longer trust humans so I began to seek to understand them while holding them at Arms length.
And so sought at the same time to search for my equals people who I could be my fullest true natural self without fear of reprisal akways which came in such startling and surprising ways, I was always left reeling from shock and pain.
I did everything to prove that they could do it too, and when I found myself forced to move again and again..
I literally could no longer take being in contact with people until I one day collapsed in Paris and could no longer summon the energy to take a daily walk.
That is when I went into a coma on the kitchen floor in my apartment I shared with my room mate Stephen in Paris.
I.came back and it took me almost 4 years to recover and still I was never allowed to rest.
People kept finding their way to me and always with Need which they sensed and felt I had all the answers, and as regular as clock they would turn around throw my words, actions healing everything we had worked on, thrown distorted twisted and mangled in my face.
It took.me a long time to understand it.
It was never the World I sought to escape, it was people
People not compete, people devoid of Need.
I did and have done everything I could to rise from this pit in which human use words gestures shock treatment anger to keep each other in chains and in bondage
Crabs in a Barrel.
To find myself in the expression of the E.M.F Force in which another was used.
To have the power to use Voodoo to such a degree of power and subtly..
To this point and place ..
To use the most damaging words so cruel to simoly get what you wanted from a person who has already given everything.
32 years later…
After all the Love and Devotion.
I.can not be accessed any more of being called a Liar.
Evil, cruel Satan the Devil in moments when people forget or seek to put me in my place.
To undermine, and tarnish my name all with the desire to drag me the gutter, ranting raging cursing me in that revenge they had waited so patiently to deliver after seeing what I could do for them or when my usefulness and confidence began to really infuriate them
This big strong looking man who does not use his power to intimidate or bully.
But coach them like a coach.
To have my nature of a gentle man taken for granted and words actions which would drive even extraordinary men to act of violence and murder.
No one betrayed me today, no one crucified me today and Baba Samedi.. that’s me.
I am a very dangerous man if you push me too far.
But it was not a person who did this to me it was God the People and their Truth
As well as Truth as the distorted ego and illusions.
I often stated that I went this far because of all the people I promised that this was real and true.
It’s True that it was not my resonsibility to assure them of what they should have known.
But I was moved by my constant proximity to them and their Beauty.
I wanted to complete what transformed into this vile script which has dragged on.when In have recieved the affirmation and confirmation that it was solved in 2004.
24.
2005.
2006 was when I knew that something was really wrong.
And why was I being asked to present my work on a forum such as Facebook where as the streets of New York I was already labelled and classified just from the color of my skin age etc..
Even my battle to not come to New York.
I have been literally saying the same thing over and over especially since 2006.
It was no longer about what I had assumed was the proof but suspected was a play to humble me so low, that I would cower rather be my Cock Sure self.
I am tired of people trying to tear me down, saying the worst things behind my back while smiling to my face.
Yes, many times I have said the Scriot is done.
I have been saying this for years.
And yet another excuse would come.
It was never the Cruelty of people which really surprised me…animals attack when they feel cornered and threatened.
It was more the accessibity to me, to be in my presence those whom I did not choose.
And for good reason not in the same frequency and so I saw myself cornered to raise their vibration.
32 yrs later and despite my being fully aware that this is a Script.
It really has gone too far…jusf as I said before.
I will rise from this,
Still I Rise.
In will rise from what was done and said to me today.
I will rise from the condemnation sentencing and all the eyes watching
I still rise from being seen and treated like a beggar a leper, a leech, a manipulator Decievers, all the words thrown at me in now 57 portals.
Not the 58th… that broke the cycle despite a messenger used to deliver what was once again the ultimate existential blow.
I rise.
Now it is my turn to respond
Ikenna Iheanacho I made you a promise, my word how many years ago?
That I would prove what you felt at the time impossible to you at the time.
I have done so…I stayed this lying cheating course and chess match.
Organite Cleans the E.M.F.Field current
..there was nothing to clean ….just echoes of voices ghost in the Pax Machina, seeking even now to destroy me..
Why did no one protect me, my truth stand up and say No.
Sigh this is to a World who denied that something is being done inconceivable to me by one whom is of here.
Mac Kayla and others witnessed what is happening to me and most chose to ignore it healers and all.
Big black healthy buck like you?
Quit your whining slave let’s get you back to work.
I will post Today tomorrow to complete the Script of the Jesus story correcting of his rising as.the New World
There was no Satan here today except the Echoes of all your venomous expression expressed in moments of pure hate and rage which I.absorb and transform
Osmosis. It was that echo of expression which went too too far, and.which was never cleaned up after I fought back ton show how went insane, what you chose to forget and what you chose.to remember.
7:04 p.m
H-G.O D.
I will rise from this
I am Spirit Warrior Supreme
7:06
76.
I will rise from this today.
I will work my way through it.
And Still, I rise.
But no more link ..
There is nothing left but roars of haunted ghosts of a past which never existed.
7:11 p.m.
Enough of my swallowing and transforming your hare and black Hole Stinking Expression
7:12 a.m
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