1.56 p.m.
I was just reflecting on this…
How we treat others..
And the 63 moves in the last 18 years
And all the moving in Paris, London.
I recall at first, telling amazing people whom I had met, that I would be back, that I will see you soon.
And then as the years passed, I found that I was on a wave, a path which no matter what I did, I was constantly forced to move on.
I hurt so many people, deeply by my leaving, by constantly being propelled forwards.
Each time to another place, a brief moment of time…
A deep connection ..and then forced to leave.
But though not being able to reconnect with these people, I knew the short time I had been with them, served a purpose and they were always left in a better State than before.
And deep in my heart, I knew I would meet them again, and I did…but in different bodies…
But they were the same person’s, but more evolved.
And each time I noticed, after passing through a person’s portal ( Heart) I would meet more evolved energies of the same being.
But I wanted to get out of this wave, this heart wrenching experience, which moved me away each time..
I saw the reasons, I saw why I was being moved, what these people required and whatever the wave which was moving my life through people as portals, waves of the same people each more evolved than the next, but also the greater intensity of the work and power to hurt, lash out in rage.
I started to study my life, gradually paying more attention to the patterns of movement.
I saw that it truly was not my fault the constant moving, that there were factors out of my control.
And that the people them selves, were part of a story, a healing a mission which allowed me to under stand the people who would stop me in the streets, appear out of the blue, and tell me that I must succeed.. that I must complete the mission.
And that is when I began to pay attention, to listen to the Silence and through each person, the Sound… what this wave moving through me was saying, and that my most secret and sacred truths was being manifested through my journey through people places and things.
And that in truth, I was as a messenger of Judgment Day.
A preparation to Judgement Day.
I discovered how deeply I loved and cared for people, enabling me to see them so clearly, and I found that this love people sensed by their human minds and experiences got in the way..
And that this force was using my love for people, my ability to see past their masks and traumas, to see their True Selves and my desire to see that being rise.
This was way before codes, way before discovering that I was equating and quantifying existence, and evolution awakening.
It started out as my simply being a Human Being and not wishing others to experience the things I had, and watched too many other succumb to that which I had overcome because I could see.
I still felt hurt, I still felt the things a normal human Harmonious naturally feels.
I could not be numb, until I was summoned by Death in Paris.
Who asked you to carry the pain of the World? people would ask me.
I had not intended to, but I saw that is what I was doing, that is what this constant moving creating the circumstabxes and conditions
I knew had to find a way to protect my self from taking in so deeply thier Anger and Hurt..
2:27 p.m
And then from always being an Outsider, I began to truly understand that all these people were being judged and that it was literally the end of the World.
What could I do?
How could I not alert them, but why would they act on what I simply told them.
And so I understood that I had to get them proof.
I cared so deeply, perhaps but what would you have done, if you realized that you were given the I ntel to inform people, fight for them to clean up and transform their trauma and if you did not tell them the truth, that you would get the Karma- the whack,
And more importantly, this was about their literal existencs..
And so I found myself looking for ways to bring to their attention the proof.
I could not stop seeing people’s Beautiful Truth, but the pain these people caused me when not in their seats, thrones..
Not themselves… was way too much.
Because I walked into their world naked and open so I absorbed it all.
I was told that the way I am, and what I was doing was insane, extreme Maochism and allowing people to vomit such rage and hurts on me..
To see the levels of deception cruelty that these being who I saw such beauty, allowed them Selves to do to others.. and themselves.
I wished to run, escape from Humans, because of what they do say when they are not thier True Self..
The One I found myself fighting for.
I wished to be away from all contact with people because I by a sort of Osmosis would absorb their E M Fields and at night when I sought to sleep their voices faces hurts, riddles would rise up in me..
And I saw I knew the answers to their riddles and would be tormented haunted.. by their Ancestors Ghosts Memories none of them mine… until I solved it and did the work inn the person.
But I was never really allowed to be alone, be apart or even have superficial interactions
Each interaction went deeper, the riddles more profound..
And in reaching the states, and the impossibility of what was, could be done to my existence, life… body and being..
I had to find a way out..
And that is when, I began to truly study, think connect, do what this wave was forcing me to do, to confront.. the Truth of the Species….
And a Question..
Did Humanity have the right to evolve?
Why me..?
That question which the boy who simply have fun, the youth.. who remembered is The Awakened One.. who saw everything, understood everything watched and spoke to the Man in me, whose rational and beautiful pride just could not accept what his life had become
Why me began to fade my Awakened Self conversed with me..
It was Judgment Day..
I was being used as a P.C and a Camera..
Cause and Effect.
I was being used to deliver a message once competed, I would be released.
2:53 – 54 p.m.
This was not about me.
But Eternal Law.
Natural Law
That every Thing must Evolve to its Fruition and Competion..
It Truth.
Who are you..
And are you constant and consistent from begining to end
What is your Beautiful Truth
As in I Am
What is your I.D.
Your True Name?
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