10:14 p.m.
J N A R… See code Jay NNamdi – Arden Robert… in feminine aspect Athena Rebecca
J N A R…link Jean Nicholas Arthur J Rambuad
/ R A N J.
Arden we know means Eden and Highest point Great Forest…
Robert means
The name Robert is an ancient Germanic given name, from Proto-Germanic *Hroþi- fame and *berhta- bright (Hroþiberhtaz). Compare Old Dutch Robrecht and Old High German Hrodebert (a compound of Hruod (Old Norse: Hróðr) fame, glory, honour, renown and berht bright, shining)
Athena means :
Athena
Greek goddess of wisdom, skill in the arts, righteous warfare, etc., from Latin Athena, from Greek Athene, name of a common Greek goddess, dating to Minoan times, depicted with a snake and protecting the palace. Like the goddess itself, the name is pre-Greek [Beekes]. Identified by the Romans with their Minerva.
Albert Santana Maritza.. her mother Minerva.
Athena Minerva A M..
The name comes from the verb ??? (rbq), meaning to tie firmly; Jones’ Dictionary of Old Testament Proper Names and the NOBS Study Bible Name List suggest the name means captivating beauty, or to tie, to bind. …
Meaning: Moderator, To Tie, Noose, To Bind, …
There really is not much to say,
and I am know that most of you are aware of my my mouth dropping incredulity of just how far this play has gone.
Female as Woman still challenging Man Youth as to which represents the Truth and whih represents the Lie.
I is the truth and 9 is the Lie.
MW 9 is really 6.
In this end play it was represented by Stephen Filgueria
E M F… – X.. masculine Generation X Gardens.
There is no such thing as, 9 B.
there is only I.B.
or 6 B.. F B.. 6 2..
9 is a number and a matrix of numbers.
I is the Individual.
( as I is real- 900 South Road)
One is Death Transformation and Death Ascension Transformation. Beautiful Death
.
And the other is Death as End no transformation.
A play took place which as I posted, S F arrived in such perfect timing to the posting of the play of E F… S F… 6th sense represented by the masculine Y Chromosome..
Intuition and Creation as a masculine principle.
not feminine…
A Play took place with Stephen F when he arrived.
The harmony of his expression literally equaled mine, including our contempt disdain and hatred for this play.
His expression was E Harmony Aware.
then a play of 560 + 549…
560 is E F O.. and E Jeron Satya S Lang…J S S L = 60. ( 6O – 66 = 1… and 12=3 C.. A C..E.
54 9.. See Sacred Portal 52 and 9.
And see sacred portal 5 and 49.
49 is Death Ray DR…Existential Death.
560 + 549… =
10:49 p.m right now.
sacred portal 49 linked to Woman as the expression of Existential Death.
Stephen told me that originally it was 554 but by the time he got here it became 549…E D I… TH. E.
Aidan and Edith also forms of the name of Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden.
Of course that was a story and illusion we were meant to resolve to its true meaning..
AD-AM E.Victor.E.
Two men..
Man and his Youth.
M Y…S..E … L F.
M E MY S.E..L..F.. A.N.D.. I.
M M A I… / I A.M M…
Jaymes Bond.. M is a Male not a Woman. M AN.. A Man… A Man DA. Renee is the correct code I was recollecting all Night and early this morning- wondering why these two young women who I had met separately in Istanbul and together to my surprise when they sauntered into 25 Soho the Green House Jan 2006. 26.
A R….. E.. E..
Now I understand.
see the meaning of both code J N A R…in masculine form and female form.
Recall that Arthur Rambaud- A role I had been offered and considered for in Paris 1992 was born 11-10…/ 10 11.
560 + 549…-= 1109
1-10 9.. A J I..
Kamora Herrington brithday is on the 9th. we are in the tenth month.
A J I..there is no K as 11…in these equation on A-A 1 1
Now take a look at Sacred portal 11… and then at 1.. and 10… 110-9. All starts with A…Jay…
554..minus 5 = 549…/ 94 5 I D E.
1109 is A-A O I… not 11..
which links to A K.. Athena Kamora.. A-Z and Matrix Car.0098= 0026…Z then end.
I have been aligned to the numeric sequence and Letters and name meaning of the masculine J N A R…
JA N U A R Y…. 1-31… A U Y
J A ..N U…A R E Y….
Mike Reynolds
I was taken to a portal, as I went out with S F… E F…to buy Food.
He did not wish to speak about the play.
And asked me a question once more from a place of Empathy What would happen if I dropped the ball? And if i simply stopped coding and equating… What is i simply rebelled againt this truly ugly and evil play.
they way he said it made me aware that he had truly grasped the truth of what was happening to me.
He had wept for me over the phone for a moment.
Its wasn’t pity, it was Empathy and Compassion – he always had that ability to truly understand my experience but not until recently did i truly know that he did by is Experiencing Facts.
I was aware when I was not allowed to leave my body, and simply walk away and the 111 usd he left in a drawer twice..
But today as we went out and i felt what he said was his growing hate for the this force which was so intent on making this an experience of evil beyond understanding.
I had not left the house except the few times, I went to the grocery store with Kamora.. E.K.
We went to a portal with codes non stop of 9 on one side and 11 on the other side..
But by then the pain and twisting was becoming unbearable… as if I were being attacked by Voodoo and Dark Wizards- an experience E F had also recently recounted.
The twisting of my body got so bad that he offered to take me back, but he had one last stop and I said its okay.
What it felt like. has felt like for 17 years is like War of Wisdom and knowing… ( without the Female as Woman providing evidence of Knowledge of how she they know..)
Bind Bonds Tie… up the Captivating Beauty.. ( Brazen Beauty… Baphomet Beauty my former Facebook Passwords)
That is what it felt like but intensifies.
I grit my teeth…
11:28 p.m.
What upper teeth i have left.
I do not want anyone to see me life this except and unless they are the E Family.
I bear this alone.. and the lies
and those who never ever come totally clean.
I do not even bother to call them out anymore.
1109..?
See Sacred Portal 119.
and 1 19… ( 19 as 149)
119 is A S.
Ali Samadhi
What if i stopped playing posting this Evil Game…?
I can not even allow myself to think about that, but I have an extraordinary Pain and Suffering threshold, I was trained for it my entire life.
But this can of pain and discomfort…feeling your body pulled, broken. bones like they were soaked in Vinegar until they can be made to move and bend …
You have no idea what pain is…true pain as constant discomfort and no one truly pausing to understand or perceive this point of view.
To your face for 17 years…
To experience yourself dying every day and knowing that there are only one or two people who you can feel in the entire world universe who cared.
Despite this play script being created Free and release All.
And why I would rather all Existence all ceased to exist rather than forgive.
By the time Stephen dropped me off and Sagan, I think he understood why I could not stop posting, not because I do not want to but because of what A F.. A M I L Y…was allowed to do to me, possess me, to move me to complete the play script and who prolonged it, tied my limbs ..
See Jeff Buckley’s Hallelujah…
4th the 5th.
I knew had a long term relationship with a woman despite my love of intercourse but then the experinces of the webs rage … made me understand that many are them are truly sick.
That was the note I left my sister in 1989 as I left her apartment in Queens Park London.
There is something wrong with beloved sister… a sickness in you that if you ask me, I will help understand it and cure.
My last test to my sister was in 2012 when I named her a Maniupulative Witch.
I have never ever called a Woman in my entire life and Evil Bitch until the play and possession at 900 South Road.
the last text from my sister was my youngest brother and my sister informing me of my mothers passing.
He did not take one iota of personal responsibility.. he had blocked me on his phone so you the last two years I could not get through to him to get my mothers numbers which some how… so insane i had lost.
He convieniently did not mention that, that for 8 years since I sent him back when he came to see me in New York Kew Gardens Queen in a mode of disrespect and as if I owed him from my absence all these years when for over a decade despite all i was enduring i went to his wedding in 2002 and wrote letters non stop communicating everything just as I do did with Arden.
Helen Udekwu…. see the play of my pleading with her to find my mother number and her promise… and then on hearing of my mothers passing see her response.
H U…Unity Harmony…
My sister last message to me, was our mother died alone, after drowning in her own blood and the wording placed Blame on me. when both of them never had the curse i was given and live prosperous lifes in this material world.
I have no brother and sister…
What i had was a memory and a possibility…
The Curse my youngest brother gave me in a moment of temper tantrum was that I was cursed to live and die alone.
None of them paid attention to the 9 years after seeing them at the wedding post emails. intels.
They had decided that i was the Golden Boy who turned out to be a Bum.
Either I completed this play which as we can see equates to Stephen Filgieria.. E.. M.F
E Mother Father M F…
E ..MF..
E 13 6= 19.. S.
E S…. P.
The Script and existence and play which took me 19 years to accept as true literally happening to me.
E S… E O S E S P.
P.S All those who say that they defy the End Power and that they would accept to die Existential Death.. be very careful what you say… there is no more Death – Mercy..
Believe me when I say… there are fates much much worse than simply ceasing to exist.
And now even more terrible .. now that Death had resigned and thier is no more Death… not as transformation and not as the End.
It goes on an on and on and the only way to get out of the Impossible was to do as I…
Transform that Impossible made possible.. Alchemical Magic Transformation..
This is the Nightmare that you will never be able to wake up from.
And only I can.. could rise from this story of Existential Death…
and you have no idea.. until you are in my place.. Trading Places but by then it is too late.
I have added my curse to the Human Race children of the Lilith and Eve … characters from the book of Evil… and Confusion Chaos.. The Bible…
Where nothing is crystal clear.. except the Essence. and the story of Y M… Yoseph Mary.. Yonathan Yonetman Mary Martha..
Yeshua Mary Magdalena …
Y …M M… = A
Y A M..
May is the 5th Month.
M A I…
I A.M.
The Cruelty of woman as the cold hearted cold blooded manipulator liar and deceitful Bitch.. to go so far to get what she wants…
Binds Ties… and these children of Adam and Eve..
A Lie based on a story of a lie…
You have no idea what lies in store for you- which is why the E Family has incurred my Eternal Distrust for allowing such a play and then making me absorb and pay for their mistake when they were in the process of becoming E Family embodied by having taken the side of Humans not knowing and realizing the level of deception arrogance and cruelty these so called beautiful innocent creature created of pure light are capable of…
Evil Beyond Imagination…
And so they too though will rise will also pay the consequence… yes much lighter because the only consequence really is me mine..Private and personal..
I may not despise them as I despise and loathe now, 99% of Humanity…
But I will never ever see them the same way as before…
And I do not trust love or respect them as I did once before.
Everything is changed.
You allowed Unity Harmony to play God… even over me, because you did not trust me to see you and complete the play MY Way… it had to be your way and I.. instead of WE .. You.. was made to bear the full cost price…
Fuck You..
Middle Finger…
🙂
True Love does not take advantage of those who love them truly.
And this was their Human Avatar Descendant play.
You need me… to Exist.
But I do not need you…
12:33 p.m.
I desire you no more.
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