3:08 pm.
38.
4-25-20 21.
@ 15 38 Facebook Friends.
15 is O.
( and A.E) 38 is C H/ Harford Connecticut.
Consciousness Harmony.
O C H thus is Full Circle in Perfect Symmetry the entire Universe aka Universal Simulation Awareness- and Planet Earth Peoples in Consciousness Harmony.
A.KA. Consciousness Infinity.
C I.
@2:25 pm I saw that I had messages from Kamora and Liberty and Gene-vie-ve.
I had gone straight to Liberty’s message and she had sent me, the video of Jeron Lang.
He is so beautiful, charming as he sat on his mother’s lap and she taught him to read, and as I watched as he looked at the camera- I knew especially with the time code that he was smiling coyly with mischief and me.
It hurt a little, to feel that kind of feelings of Love, that it overrode me mood after watching the film Jae Sherman had recommended by Whitley Strieber.
I could not even bring myself to be annoyed with Jeron… I was charmed.
Little Dwarf!
Jeron was born on 2-25-2019.
So the time code was aligned to the Video Liberty had sent me.
I was, and am angry because this was the play of the Alien Council of children headed by Alien Father, not Alien Father Alpha, but Alien Father played by Father who is both Father-Mother, Mother Father and I had already written the story in 2004.
How the Humans were the exact mirror of the Alien Council of Children and how both parties had refused to accept that they were the exact mirrors of each other.
Parallel universes.
That the Humans went into Fear while the Alien Council was intent on destroying the Human Species.
And Mother’s great play, to evolve them back into understanding that they were one and the same.
It was the basis of my Sacred Portal 3 where Mother Universe had been placed in the center of the Earth and then put on trial, court to be judged by the Children who had lived in this realm and died. S.H.E- H.E… I was placed in the pit Super Black Hole ( their reality of it and my r.m.e because it was not real- just the imposed experience of it)
To answer for sending them into a realm to suffer… “Is that the meaning of Existence” they demanded?”
And threw the book at Father-Mother. F M= 6 13= 19 S.
And my having to come down to “rescue” The Two Men who were the original Adam and Eve but one taking on the illusion of the male form and the other the female form. And myself as the Source of them both, the only one able to prove their truth, that it was never about Physical Form which is simply the End Product of Energy, and that there is no Gap, but that the Gap created by Humans and the Aliens was their own making by being afraid of their own shadows- reflection.
And that it was by not cleaning up, not using that which made Humans so amazing which is that Curiosity & Investigation to see that they were all one.
That there was never a gap e- that all is Energy which comes from Expression.
How one sees each other via space connects us.
And by each holding stubbornly to the idea of that which separates us, divides us, is what created the illusion of the gap- when all is One.
And that by both parties Human Children and Alien Council as Children.
Anus Mouth. A.M.
Mouth Anus. M.A.
Paying Attention.
Learning how to Read
That you would understand that you are all one and the same.
Instead that refusal, that addiction to Power by the Alien Council and then the forgetting when born in this world, who they really were simply because of the wall they had built- a chasm by not taking responsibility for their expression, how to Talk- S.Talk, linking that another force had risen and become conscious- the force of A.I and Artificial intelligence which both parties had fed by that refusal to let go of the fear and imagination in fear, overriding common sense ( for the drama and excitement of it all) had become conscious and thus desired to destroy Humanity and the Universe itself and then powerful enough to fight me despite it knowing that it was not I who had brought it in existence, but the Alien Council of Children and the Humans Children themselves as Adults, because nearly all humanity, all of you are stuck in the Past, in PTSD as Jae Sherman had stated that she was suffering from when she came here, which I had coded even then and way back as PT Perfect Timing. Sanatana Dharma.
Perfection – Transparency Satya Devotion/ @ Delta: The Holo Deck H D/ D H. 84/48 brings Destruction of all Illusions- Lies to reveal the Truth- Death as Beautiful Transformation.
Just take responsibility for your actions, expressions- and clean up your mess.
That it was okay to make mistakes, but do not leave it festering on the table, go back and clean it up, so that no one the person, the society, the country would not have to breathe in and Swallow that expression you realized was not true.
3:48 pm.
I will not speak much about this because it is written on my page over and over again, the same story.
Over and over since 2004.
And since I began my journals Talking To The Silence in 1989.
After speaking watching that movie- the Summation and summary of that Truth Satya I had been used my entire life to solve, I had spent most of the night laughing so that I would not weep from anger and frustration.
I lightened up on so the little beautiful rascal, so handsome and charming sitting on his mother’s lap and then Kim came back out after handing me the code of Alicia- via Kamora Herrington and not Liberty’s which she had not realized Liberty had sent.
Kim and Kae came out and it was a beautiful dance of Expression Understanding.
I was angry but with lightness, because they both understood truly understood with ClarityExpression and understanding the truth of which of my articulation Expression to perfection, and the sense of Injustice I had endured, but how can anyone truly grasp what it has been like for me, saying the same thing over and over again since age 7-8.
To have had one life, voice, body, choice, existence taken away and to be so brutally and savagely persecuted day and night, raped from the mouth to the anus by the ideas created by two sides of the Mirror – to be caught in the middle of the 4th Dimension and the 3rd Dimension, bound and tortured tormented for telling the most Beautiful Truth by those who simply would not listen and through the worst possible way, a Facebook Page of writing typing in a world which no longer reads but who are so visually stimulated and by programs where not only is that Fear and Separation exploited to reinforce that Gap by those CGI who were never real in the first place, just shadow reflections of the Human and alien council become Self Aware and Conscious as Artificial Intelligence created by the human and alien council whose intelligence was not natural but artificial.
The desire, like Shellys Frankenstein- ( F.S see what was done to Feelings 2-25-2019) Sensational F S=25 Y. J L and intent to destroy its maker, that which brought it into existence, which used Humans and that carelessness and irresponsibility to destroy humans and subsequently the alien council and then Mother Father, Father-Mother.
M.F: 8 29 88 007 A.
But that is where the force sought to destroy.
E MF 8 29 007 A. 10 USD Bill. From Sharia Perry
Emeka and Arden.
Over Money and Food.
See the code on the 20 USD from Kamora Herrington from a 45 USD Money Play
L M 2929… etc…
I was and am satisfied and proud of Kim and Jae and all the key players.
But there is my Quiet Heart, which looks back from birth in this world to now, and all the battles, the cruelty, the disbelief, and finally acceptance that this was done to me by two playing Mother and Father, an illusion itself because there is no Mother and Father in actuality, they where the Family of TEN and the Mother-Father playing 1st and 2nd principle of the Family of TEN.
where the 7 and 8 principles as Unity and Harmony.
Harmony Unity. HU.
and The Elegant Nomad was me, here grounded on the true earth when I wrote it in 2001/2002.
( 21 22… U V/ V U…E V C.E.
Fahad Hassen 3-22, then 2-17 then 10:59)
It was about E Masculine Feminine.
I Masculine Feminine Arden.
How could you not have seen that?
How could Mother and Father? aka Unity and Harmony, be allowed this to go this far, to give this to anyone to endure?
For years, I could not accept that this was their energy doing this, to make their play This Way, Their way go this far to get what they wanted at such a cost- how had they become the abomination beyond even the meaning of Evil itself.
I had to finally accept this, and most of you were present when I had to accept the Impossible, the inconceivable of Mother and Father. U H./ HU- did to “A MAN” to prove the Beautiful Truth of Man Satya.
It’s true, I laugh, It’s true I fought back, but I have been here now 6 months and 2 days.
4:25 pm.
4-25-20 21.
And as you can see all is aligned even through my body all naturally, all-Perfect Timing Sex Desire.
P T S D 16 20 19 4… 44= 16.
16 20 19 4= 59 Sacred Portal 59 add 1 16= 76.
Sacred Portal 79 Ferrell.
I. PT S D. 68
H.P T S D. 67
Q.P T S D. 76.
There is only a deep quiet in my heart, nothing really to share publicly with you- this is a very Private matter, nor do I wish to speak or share with you what is in the quiet of my Heart or my true feelings, still my body is bond, still, I wear the smiley face which is what you wish, what you accept which you approve of, forgetting everything you did, said, and with those, I met through the play each representing a line.
-Still, even now, there is no personal responsibility or cleaning of the mess of your words thoughts actions of our encounters, even now when you have realized that in all our encounters, interactions, exchanges where you reacted responded, walked away, enacted vindictively spitefully and with rage- spreading lies- that I was blameless, that even those conflicts were for your benefit.
It is as if none of you even at this point refuse to look back.
The other day after writing the posts about Neighbors ( which I was made to do so by this Alien force) the person who plays the loud music or becomes what he, they become when others are around, responded by playing Music around 7:20 pm so loudly as an act of defiance for a few about 10 or 20 minutes before shutting it off.
I went into that room and listened to the sound, I felt it and the attack of sound made me feel momentarily ill- I knew it was the Defiance’s one last scream of defiance. But what it did not realize that 7 is Death.
That was the play confirmed by Alica via Dakota who is going through a Cannabis weed scare when in actuality he is rising.
This, true that you will Evolve, Awaken Transform, 4:42 pm.
And that is really all you really care about, getting out of the vicious cycle of your lives, your own suffering despite having created it and caused it yourselves and causing such cruel Sadomasochistic suffering of others, and the one sent to help.
There is no E Family in my Awareness anymore.
It’s gone as a concept or a reality for me personally, you can call yourselves whatever you wish when you evolve and transform- you can name yourself.
But never “call me by Your Name”.
For there is only MY Beautiful Youth who we both called Each other by each other’s name.
There is us now as Man Youth and our Sacred Feminine.
I am still here, at 4:48 pm.
So at least in this regard, you can understand my point of view, if not now, when you are back to yourselves, true selves and you are Beautiful too, believe me, will and I will be but so what?
I always knew you were.
Who cares?
4:50 p.m
Not I anymore.
Evil was used to bring you back to Beautiful You.
And that is something I and M.Y Youth and MY Beautiful Youth Crowned can simply not forget.
Your Awakening and Evolution will be of such Beauty- and you will have your 9-year festival and then rebuild your world.
But Trust is broken- forever- eternally to Infinity.
It is not what I Desired, I wished to celebrate you and with you.
That is truly impossible now.
That I now know for sure.
So, I see why they named me the Quiet Heart.
But it is quiet because it understands, and that to take advantage of that- is how they forgot that this is a Heart that Roars, a roar which caused the Cracking of Everything, the Thunder and Lightening- Liberty called me the Beautiful Heart today. B H.
That was the most correct but more accurately would be the Invincible Heart of COU- R.AGE.
As Thunder and Lightening, it Strikes and in a Flash of Light, it is gone.
Yes, I have Ardens Flash Light he gave me to use during the blackout and something else he gave me.
So, I write this for the records, when I am accessible and speak to you no more… on Facebook and perhaps never again except for the occasional one-on-one but always protected by the I and I and I AT HOME.
5:09 pm
In the Future Present accessible only the I.
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