7-16-2018…
At 1158 Facebook Friends twice…
Artie is 58…
58 is Scared Portal in which I go am led home by A Friend Father Brother who recalls me…
58 represnted E.H.. Eternal Harmony.
Tony Sullivan is my latest Facebook Book friend…
T.S… Links to T S L… The Screwatape Letters.. By C S Lewis.
The battle between continuing to solve this long drawn out riddle which is meant to activate the Portal of not only my going home, but also the Awakening…
that is what I know, and that is what the Script which I have been decoding..
But it has taken so long…
Too long.. and the desire to do things myself, gain income, see my mother ( its has been 29 years… is that not insane, I have not been able to see her because of this play, and the doorways closed )
Anthony means ” Flower- Highly Praise Worthy, Priceless of inestimable value”
Sullivan means “Hawk Eye” Dark Eye… One Eye”
H E… D E… O E….
You will notice the Eye which came up on my Facebook Memories.
Artie T… Aturro meaning Arthur….
In the book he gave me there is a marker on chapter 15- yes 15… Letter O…
Which I am representing… it shows a Dancer I will post his name later…. but it is production a Dance Preformance…
Titled ‘Abuses Used and left out to Dry..”
Last night I could not sleep- to my surprise and irritation my, instead I heard a voice and it was showing my my entire life in detail showing how what I already knew but did not need to see the details .. just how much I had been Abused Used and then left out to dry…’
I had never felt the pain I felt as I watched the mirror of my life in this realm and the spirit realm…
The amount of people, to mother father, sisiter brother everyone used and abused.. even to the family of the E.T
Sometimes it was unintenional, other times a reaction to my confidence, or the idea that I was so strong, or that I could handle it, or simply forgettinng that I was human..
The number of people who felt that I could “do it’ solve it… find the cure… was qualified…
There was also jealousy malice spite, hate .. as well as a sincere idea that I could accomplish these things for them, for humanity…
It sounds incredibly pretensious to speak of such things, and I would normally never…
but it does not mean it was not true…
Look at this face book play…I have been feeding the world people.. But who and how many have cared or paused for a moment as to who is feeding me…
People are going through things but that does not mean we should turn a blind eye to doing the right thing.
I am not a Victim but I was transformed into the lowest slave, not by you the public but by your Mentality your Spirts.. your demand that someone, some God or savior or messiah solve your problems…
I did not sign up for any of those things, yet how come I ended up playing those roles…
It was never about Money, as you can see certain people sent me donations but they were all codes, it was a script, a Script which wished me to solve the riddles and at the same time did not wish me to suceed, did not believe I could succeed.
This I believe was allowed to manifest to show the Truth of the species and the cruelty and indiffernce which created a world which has become so vile… children missing and few even wondering why and who is taking all these missing children.
There was a war, a true wat goin on , A Million times more viscous than the war waged on land, based on greed religion Oil….
A war of Spirit and Mind- I can not describe the depth of selfishness I have wintnessed, even on my page, the indifference to me, is but an example of this personified…
The Indiffeence in this Shleter… the Hypocrsiy and deciet, the truning the other way or pretending to care…
It is the World…
The monsters who rape children and eat them, the snuff films etc.. I see the root cause of how these abominations came into being.. I see thier Source. and parents..
The ones who call themselves the Good people who do nothing..
The Srcewtape Letters.. is a perfect representation of Humanity… but through time it has grown even worse…
the Minds of Humanity the Briliance of their cruelty and stupidity…
I must sleep now… I saw a nightmare al last night, and all I could say as I saw all the truths, all I that was revealed, in me as a llving Sacrifice to the Demonic Forces Humans realy worship was that I was no a victim..That I was walking through the sum total of the hells so many of these children had been through – who died in the most horrifific forms of exploitation in which the the mind was used, minds so diabolical in finding ways to destory the Spirit and Minds of people before raping and devouring the body…
10;01a.m.
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