From Alicia Cohen
This is what I have experienced in the world.
I have lived in 7 countries, documented my experiences with people, listening to their stories and points of view.
In each of them I saw extraordinary beauty rise, their faces bodies transforming into literal Extra Terrestrial in moment when All their guard came down.
And then, replaced in a blink of an eye, back to suspicion fear, distrust and doubt.
Willing to destroy you and that truth in them they see in you…
Rather than face and fight for that beautiful Truth.
I began writing in my journals, in 1989.
I was looking for my E Family whom I never forgot even after I and then later my younger brother Nnamdi was born in this world.
When I went searching for them, I found myself swept away in a wave, like a flying carpet.
Taking me to live with so many people, interviewing these people, who were Angels & Demons..
In order to understand why I, always a financially independent person was thrown continuously into others people’s world’s.
It terrified me living in their homes, because I could not understand this mentality which they felt they had to live by, because they made it obvious that they felt their true beautiful nature was weak and could be so easily destroyed that it was better to become Demons Monsters to protect that beautiful Truth they saw as weak.
But then they got older, and many told me how they had come to forget how they became Demons and more especially the way home to their beautiful Truth.
29 years almost 30 since I began documenting people’s point of view..
But it only took me 3 years to conclude in 3 Volumes of my journals..
The reason and the Truth.
That is when I was “Summoned” ( which is actually the etymological meaning of the Word “God” to what was meant to be home in 1992
But I knew it was my Brother Lover
B.L
Death who had summoned me, even before collapsing in a Comma, coma..I had written a poem for those left behind, in my Paris apartment I shared with Stephan and our body is Manu.
It was called And So I sought Deaths Door.
I had sought him because, I knew he was summoning me- my life had been so insane and then the flying carpet leading me more than 20 homes in one year
I concluded my 3rd Volume which I had completed 1st out of the three, completing the Ist journal on my childhood last before my body began to collapse..
I was super man, I knew there was nothing wrong with me physically..
I was simoly stunned by having taken in all these terribly sad and painful points of view of people I had interviewed.
I saw my way home, memory returned when I saw the radiant full circle of Light..
I remembered everything and that this portal was the way home back to what I now call the Eternal Realm.
But Death was the Ether, the light darkness surrounded me..
That is where my Brother Father Beloved spoke to me.
To return to this dimension, He did not give me much room to argue and refuse.
It was death who had summoned me, and I went willing because my life had not been a lifrat all but a study of this workd and humanity, I knew what it feels like to live, not did it matter that by the age of 23-25, I had realized that this was not the place I had intended to come into..
That this was not my world.
So, I had studied it, so I could understand it’s rules and laws.
And then, I had planned to enjoy myself- that this world was an adventure which I would explore.
It did not take long for me to realize that I was not allowed to Exist in this world…
And then later, that I could not exist in this world with my natural way of being because of how people responded to.me.
And so when I felt the summons, I was more than willing as to why the door way to have a life in this world, had been closed to me.
My brother was awake as I but could not express it, ( we spoke mainly through eyes, touch vibration and E.S P…
He had passed at age 13…
And had reminded me of the mission we had to do before we had been born in this world.
To conquer the lie of the meaning of Death.
Who was the Being we both remembered when we existed in the higher realms.
We had enjoyed defying him, knowing for us he was not real.
I every incarnation as ourselves representing beautiful youth, we had delighted in always entering into the realms he had dominion over and leaving escaping his embrace.
The last incarnation, I recall of that play was that Death as the Illusion had grown so power ful this time that he laid a trap so we could not escape
He trapped my brother Nnamdi whose name means ” Father IS” Present.
Trapped the Present
The Gift
The Moment
The Now in a prison..
A Time Loop.
… that was the highest of all the Multi Dimensional plays..
Because that is all the were plays in which my brother and I had always played in.
A play in which at the End,
All Universes Creation and Being would evolve as one and become seen and understood as real.
* I am quietly astonished at this moment, that I am posting this, I have never really spoken or written about this.
I suppose it is perfect timming, as this Script completes.
This last play, was to conquer Death,
Nnamdi as the One Father as Nature and Naturalness Harmony Universe,
H.U
Perfection
H… U.P.
He could not release himself from the trap of the Darkest aspect of himself as Terrible Death
Only the one who came before him, who I represent could do this, because I was the one who knew the Origns of both him and his darkest side.
And to complete the play of Eternity and Return all Nnamdi Emmanuels aspects “The All”
They had to pass through the last obstacle,
Death as the absolute end.
There is, was, no such thing as the End of Everything.
But only the one who rose in the Eternal Beginning could prove this.
And he is a Hue Man.
Which the Higher Expression just could not believe..
Much less the incomplete Human Children.
That darkest part of father is called Reason
Which some called The Beast, The Devil, Satan, Evil and Cruelty incarnate..
But his name was Reason and his Femine aspect.. Ma’a t or Potential and Possibility.
Reason R 18th letter 666.
That is what my beloved self, the past, my younger brother had summoned be for.
And so very consciously, to prove my awareness and that I knew who was summoning I left behind the Poem
And So I sought Deaths Doir”
– frustrated by not being able to enter the playing field of this world.
Instead just observing, and recording, living in mind to solve a riddle of this reality.
At which I had become so bored.
4:06 p.m.
And so in Dec 1992, when I saw my portal Home, and not allowed to cross over but sent back into this dimension with the reason now why I was not allowed to pass..
It was to solve Nnamdi’ s darkest nature Matter Material ..Mayrix and it’s Reason for coming into Existence as Death Supreme
For if you could not solve the 666 code
3 ( 6)
C F
18. R
1 8
A H..
9..
I
C..F. R. A. N.K. Nnamdi Kolo..
No one would be free.
4:11p.m
Nathaniel Thomas Bywater. D.o b. 4 11
Kim Arthur Hines. D.o.b.. 11 4.
N.K.
T A.
B H .
Nnamdi Kolo..
Theta Alpha
Being Harmony
But it had to be solved through the Age of Reason, Common Sense.
The language of Father Desire as Reason Rational..
and Mother “Definition” called Logic Logos”
R R
L L.
36. 9
24. 6
C F..
E M F = X…T E N.
Yes Nnamdi was born 1969
I found Jay Tuan and Jerome in 1996.
36 24. 60.
6O 66.. 1.
3.9..
Total 13. M.
But this was the realm without Reason
Where Reason is defied, so is logic and logos..
And so that is how this became Mission Impossible And the Impossible Dream
Some one had to solve Fatgers Darkest Nature as Terrible Death Nature..
Death of Naturalness as impossible despite the inability to solve his riddle,gradually transforming the entire world population into artificial and unnatural nature ..
Evil Hatred and the literal destruction of Everything and everyone including the planet setting for this infected and diseased species who pollute everything .
Do you see why I am solving his riddle,
The riddle of the Sphinx.
66 was me in the belly of the beast, fighting it’s digestion of me and my Truth and Proof of Everything.
And now I am Fair Field and Free Man..
F F F. M.
18. 13…
Mckayla just sent me a message, the moment I wrote 13..
18 13. R M.
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M.R..
31..
Golden State
Christopher Andrew Filgueria
Kim Arthur Hines
C K. A A. F H..
I have never spoken of this play of Death as Reason.
D R.
Sacred Portal 49.
And of how reason had to be proven through a reality who denies Reason and Logic and suffers it’s consequence of its Denial of
What IS.
It’s attitude of doubt and doing nothing
It’s faith in the Physical Material realm when push comes to shove, and thus the wall which represents Reason Logic .. becomes closed to you, despite your “New Age” Point of View.
Reason dictates that Expression Manifested Energy and Energy Manifest
Money..
And not the other way around
I love having money in my pocket, but as many have witnessed since I came back from Death 26 years ago, the one Constant used to test me has been creating a Lack and using money against be for refusing to give up the Consciousness of E and the Thread of this promise I made to Death as Reason 27 years ago.
To never deny its Presence and my Experience of its truth.
And to use True Reason to deconstruct its Matrix, not really ever a Wall.
But a Wall E.T of being able to add subtract, link and weave.
5:00 p.m
And so this is why I was brought back by Terrible Death as Reason who humanity made the most evil beast..
Because they could not see the riddle was all about Common Sense.
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