3:20 p.m
3-20-2019.
C T
C TT S
Completion of Consciousness Harmony
@ Hartford Connecticut
Represented by our moving to 1238 Facebook Friends.
6:26 pm
18 yrs today I arrived in New York city and rode into the city to a taxi driver playing the music of Janet Jackson’s album Control
I was very apprehensive as I was driven to a Friends Friend house right next to the Cathedral called St John The Divine.
I had come ostensibly to take up an invitation from Random House who 7 years after I decided that I could not publish my Journals Talking To The Silence
we’re still interested in them.
But I Knew it was a lure.
I had left my close friends home in London Jon Jason Lee who I had visted New York in very late 1999 and filmed for my short film called the Ethnic Odyssey.
I had begun writing in my journals for the first time in almost 7 years.
There were too many Supernatural events which had brought me New York, despite my resistance..
I had fought so hard to not go back into the world of Silence which I had lived unaware for most of my Life.
A secret world of my Truth and Memory of another world where I had come from, and a memory of a mission in this realm which I had recognized was not the world I came from.
There were so many events which took place to compel me to accept that my memories were not only real and True, but that another unseen world called the Spirit World or Astral Plane was aware of that Truth..
A Mission
And that I was not from here.
I knew it too, but I found this world intriguing but as the years passed, I began to try to adapt to this world ( but not it’s mentality) I learned to adapt and that I could navigate through its insanity and still thrive.
I began to allow that knowledge of a mission to fade.
But it would not fade.
It would not allow me to forget..
From the young Prince from the Onithsha royal family who looked suspiciously like Prince And my brother Nnamdi.
Who I met in my 4th and 5th year in university who ripped that viel of my secret truth from me and began instructing me on the philosophies of this world and my mission he said which he was preparing me for.. and that I was meant to go to America to complete the mission.
I had been to New York on a stop over as child and I saw a vision of myself walking the streets with an expression of such Stoic sadness that I vowed that I would not come to New York.
But there was nothing I could do..
And just as I had written in the 3rd journal also the first, the piece The Eternal Dancer – despite my having spent my life running away from prophecies, fate and destiny..
Ran and ran.. but even I felt myself moving closer and closer to a destination which I had no control of..
And that made me afraid.
Outraged
It made me fight so ferociously ..
3:43 p.m
But it all came to pass and for the first time in my Existence I felt that I was being confronted with the impossible and the nearest I would ever come to feeling despair, despite my defiance..
This is impossible… became my stunned mantra because I recalled True Existence and Eternal Law – Free Will and Choice can not be taken away.
Who and what was controlling me.
When I finally arrived here, I already knew why I was summoned here.
I had observed that my entire life was a training for what I had been brought to New York to do.
By 3-21-2001 I had no place to go, Chuck who was my Friends Friend Nicholas
( N C../ C N. 3.14… Yes) was almost cheerful and unconcerned when he told me that his girlfriend had decided that I could not stay)
That I would find a place easily…
And he was right..
By the evening of 3-21-2001 I had been given the Choice of two places to stay..
Eric or Todd.
I chose to go with Todd who lived in Jamaica Queens.
I.had written to the Silence for the first time in years in Jons apt when I realized that there was no other option, I.had to go to New York.
I wrote to the Silence, I descended into that depth of Silence which had condemned me- the most social person back into that Isolation and Solitude I had so sought to never return to after the near publication of my journals forced me to read my own self expression and realize for the first time how deeply I lived in Silence an inner world of Beauty where everything was perfect.
But I had originally come out of the Silence which this reality I realized people called The Nothingness much to my horror and amusement.
I had risen from that space not because I was unhappy or dissatisfied with it- it was bliss but because I had completed the full Circle of the manifestation of Expression through Silence which manifested Infinity and Eternity .
I.rose because I heard at that moment for the first time Sound and with it came the realization of that which could be added to the Perfection of my being alone
That there was perhaps an even better way to exists, something which could be added to the Perfection insisted in.
That I did not have to be alone..
It never occurred to me until at completion of Silence full Circle, that there was another way to be.
With others
I felt a desire to Share..m
I wished to share this perfection with others..
That’s why I recalled. even here, I wrote about it when I first came to Facebook and found that I could not stop streaming knowledge out of all the things I recalled and had figured out, but which I had kept to myself.
I recounted how I rose-merryily.. in Perfect response to the full Circle transformed into sound and which later manifested into Two Men
Three
T O M .
MOT.
Word.. ( Mot in French)
There was 1 and One who was 11..2.
DNA and Truth
And Sound..of Silence.
They rose as representation in my Silence rose Sound and Truth
S.T.
T.S.
Represented in the story at 2nd Floor as Tree Sage
But on the 3rd Floor, there is an Angel Goddess called Athena Aphrodite who is carrying a sea shell and in Seashell is an Orb made of Labradorite.. a Reflective Cleanser which is said to open up all the chakras.
5:38 p.m
The pearl represents the New Earth.
The True Earth aligned at last the Word and hence New World.
N W
N Double V V
N 5 5
N E
N J
N O J
/
J ON
J O I N. U.S
J A N. U.S.
5:43 p.m.
As you might have discerned, through my posting all these years, I realized that I have been literally enacting that Truth in this simulated microscopic play
Cellular
18 Years
666
Proton Electron Neutron
And transforming Death as D-Evil
666 Mark of the Beast
Humans or anyone with a Penis.
O P.E.N. I S
P. H. A.LL US
John Thomas
Amu in OINRI Igbo
Working underground and represented in the play to the Sub Atomic level
S A.
S A LL E.
So all who are Natural Evolving could rise to C S E E. D.E.V.I
D E. 4 5. 6
A B C ages 4 5 6. Mikki saw the children 456
The 4-5 Billion year old planet evolve back to the E.
Today is the Spring Equinox
And my labors have come to an End of a journey and Secret Mission
5:58 p.m.
At which I could not get a confirmation of what I was brought here to, until I could look back at the trail I walked and linked its meaning in the end.
6:00 pm
6:01 p.m
Which was to beyond first rising to proving that before there was Sound, there was Silence which is 6th Sense, aka Perfect Timing
Which is how I.E rose and how I
Manifested Everything.
M.E
Silence brought Truth Sound Creation through Conversation-
Color
Returning full Circle back Self but as Fact
And thus, an evolution of the Original true story of the 1 1 one of which was two
In which Sound and Vibration manifested Everything
My Son Sons and Daughter whom you call Mom and Dad.
M.A.D
Did not usurp their Source – The Silence
The Source
Mother Father ..
Nor were they Mad or Insane
They were The Elegant Nomads
Family of S H E/ E H S
A B/ B A
BA B A
B A C 11
.CA B ..
Which is The Mother Ship
Serenity ( age 3)
Journey through My Reflections
RM
Of the Room with only the Beautiful Truth
The Room and manifest beings and only the Beautiful View.
Of Life
6:19 p.m
Feelings Sensational
The only experience here which are True.
Of Being in Existence
The rest of the experiences through unstable or resolved emotions..
That may have been your true experience but that does not make it True.
6:22 p.m
F.V
Fact Victorious
Fritz Venneiq.
Vision 2010.
T.J.
J.T
6:24 p.m
Mary Joseph
M.J
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