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C E H..
Of Creation
Consciousness is Expression which created Harmony.
3-27-2019.
C A-A T .S. ( C B G T S )
Hello
Welcome Pam Lowd my most recent Facebook Friend.
P.L./ . L.P.
And once again, we are 1239 Facebook Friends.
A B C I..
*( L C I. Liberty C Liscomb did “C.I. C Me twice)
Pamela means “All..”. and is said to have been invented and used in the Poem.about Arcadia
But it’s said to me “All Sweet and Honey” in Greek
It is a Masculine form of Pan
Lowd is a ancient Norse Name meaning
” Loud or Famous” and “Battle ”
Thus the combined meaning is
“All Sweet and Honey after a Loud and Famed Battle…
..to bring to people’s awareness that we are orchestrating our own awakening through a Divine Script which those ignorant of the Truth and who deny the Proofs, have been used to destroy the Truth.
That was the great famous battle of the End of the World
See sacred portal 18.
“Honey Bee”
18 yrs in New York.
Yesterday, I was so exhausted by my Body and mind stuck in this Human Spirit realm that once again I questioned the reality of the script and play, to wonder once again what is really going on.
I went down very low in vibration but not to its consciousness but rather this world.
There is no despair in me, for I can read that the E Consciousness has fully landed here in this world
Victorious
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D.S
Dharma Santana
Eternal Law.
E.L.
But I am weary of this Script and the constant delays.. it ruse to solidify “Uncertainty”
Even the Devil and Satan made real in this Script, could not go as far as this…
But something has.
But just as it has been for the last 18 yrs,
I am spirited back into the reality of the play by others appearing with Intel.
Yesterday it’s was McKayla Rays and John Mack… and once again, I was incredulous
– the twisting of my.body has become more painful and intense as of every cell in my Body is fighting something which destroys and my internal organs twisted…
I have never been afraid of Death or Dying – but that has not been allowed me as escape and relief from the “Misery” of what something sought to prove is my consequences for going so far to prove the Truth as Beauty and Love rather than Suffering and Pain
SAP
Pain and Suffer PAS
See the meaning of “Pas” in French
( There is Not, Negates the Pain and Suffering)
I was given a gift of Magical Tree Sap by Thomas and Liberty..
Sweetness. S.P 18
No sapping of my Energy)
But what I have fought and fought is the recognition of this play being that of Pain and Suffering.
It literally fights my True Nature and the True Nature of Existence which is Harmony Love Light and Laughter
Joy Bliss Ecstasy love
J.B. L.E. 007..
But this is the reality and actuality,
A Script of Pain and Suffering manifested by the People who not only believe in Pain and Suffering, and that the more that you have to offer and share the greater your pain and suffering will be.
I understand that it is because people, humans enjoy the suffering of others in a perverse way, it makes them feel better after the Pain and Suffering they had gone through.
So imagine the toll being asked of by you, for someone to literally manifest the Evolution Awakening by Himself to earn your trust which in truth I have no need of but which was written to my disbelief into this Script.
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The very idea, notion, is impossible for anyone to imagine as possible, and so the collective submission to Evil Selfishness and Trauma- the belittling of Eternal Law.
Is to deny.
Tested and Tried publicly even to the testing at a Mental Health Shelter to break the princely nature naturally within me- my Beautiful Pride.
Can you imagine the price that a person a people would be asked to pay from the world population…?
To prove and manifest such a Truth?
The Pain and Suffering…?
I can tell you it’s Truth depth one day- when my voice comes back from.that Pit.
See my page, see my life, observe people’s response even those who have been around me.
Despite the fact that I brought evidence Truth Facts which manifest before your eyes
– which no one, not all these people posting, writing books, giving lectures and talks have ever done.
In fact no one has done what I have done in the History of the World.
Check
No one has publicly proven in real time with witnesses and actors, the Truth and solved the riddles of Existence even if it is within a controlled setting.
And yet the Suffering and Pain I go through everyday, the Emotions the Hurt and most of all the physical pain and discomforts
The Aloneness Solitude, watching how people say they love you, trust you… state how they can not deny what they experienced but then turn around and betray
I can not abide this play of Pain and Suffering which Humanity need to see, others experience so that they believe your Truth, which is all for them, is literally beyond belief . For years I moved forwards confident that the Eternal Truth will Triumph and Rise as it did in the Beginning and so it must in the End.
But I imagine an Anomaly Singularity reinforcing an untruth, that this will never end, and binding you to a Sisyphus Myth of Futility?
By this way, this script..
Constant Indecision
Delays..
When you your self can read and remember that it completed in 2004..2005.
The Suffering required… my insides feel as though I am being torn apart slowly and then I fight it only for it to come back again.
I had surmounted the Pain and Suffering which began with the rage and savagery of temper of my Bio Father, -I transformed each experience of Pain and Suffering and each time made the Experience to be about getting Intel and transforming ill perceived and translated ideas and actions back into Beauty
Every day, everywhere… always I encountered people with their problems, traumas rage..
I was so sure that by transforming thier experiences as I had done myself, that they would be inspired loyal, and devoted to seeing through the Beautiful Truth.
But this is not what happened, People remember what they choose to, and forget how desperately they prayed for a solution, a guide, help, and when they get what they want or get out of their messes, how quickly they forget, and turn on you.
Ah…who would have thought that I would be forced to continue doing this 25 yrs later.
No rest, no moment to have peace, everywhere and with Every one, a repetition of the same cycle.
It never ended
But my Final Volume of my Journals written on Facebook, is entitled “The Circle With out End”
( T.C W. O.E )
Not a story of woe, the Cycle, the Viscous Cycle which never ends.
Right to Connecticut, 5th State complete O full circle
And yet 29 years every day, no respite.
How could such a price be paid for something you all have and know within you, and most of all, in what universe reality could such a thing be possible ?
The worst possibility coming true, the unforeseen and unexpected?
And the worst, is making us believe, read understand the script, the Equation and this force in all of you, most of you, of Competition Jealousy and Rage, be allowed to have the chance to destroy The Beautiful Truth of Existence.
In 1996, I wrote a play, in which the Opening Line is a Character who is me, striding on stage with some papers in his hand, roaring to the Heavens and audience in outrage and indignation “Who wrote this Script !?
A Script which celebrates a lie
Pain and Suffering as the meaning of Existence.
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E S.
Now, I do.
It was All of you.
How you settled on this being reality and The Creator depicted as so Cruel.. that he is worse than evil itself.
This Script came about not from your conversations and gestures which feign positivity or what you would like to believe but rather what you had chosen to believe.
People lie so deeply here.
But this Script, my life, the tortured and tormented lifes of the True…
What was done to us..
Revealed in horrifying details on my page, despite my battle of focusing on the Beautiful Truth is a living testimony to what Humanity at subconscious:
The Subatomic and Quantum level really believe
And Feel
And what really moves you all as I have demonstrated here is the Eternal not your illusions.
For only through the E does everything makes sense is of Harmony because like a Book, everything on page, all people’s arrival, name meanings put together make a story which reflects mirrors perfectly as an echo confirmed by the Energetic True E.T you as me.
But the illusion of yourselves rules and dominates still… just for now.
And they want the Beautiful Ones to suffer as they did- believed they did
Nor did it matter that you broke over and over again the Natural and Eternal Truths of your being.
And they (You) believe in that much much more that evolution evidence facts, devotion integrity.
And that you measure worth and value based on how much the Ones can endure, rather than surmount and transform pain and suffering back to Silver and Gold expression
S.A.G.E.
This is the evidence I have gathered.
This is Humanities
You do not believe in it, but it is Humanities Comfort
The Addiction to the meaning of Existence is Misery Pain and Suffering, which to you, this cycle will never End.
And that for your view of Creation Existence through what you act out ( despite the words you state)
..and that this state of Being will never end.
Selfishness Manipulation disguised as sweetness will never end until Humanity is no more.
I know this because I have to admit because you caused Pain and Suffering to me right to the very end.
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I can not deny it.
It’s the Truth I refused to accept of this being the meaning of Existence.
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And this has been the one constant in this life I have lived in this world.
It’s True.
But it will never be my Truth , only the Experience you in your aspects as Illusions mask wearers, gave to me, and my family
Of Consciousness Eternal Harmony
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Cruelty Evil and enduring Hate.
But that is not the Truth I perceive in you all, but that is the role, I can not deny after 29 years and 58 moves in 18 yrs.
I who was used to gauge the temperature of this age and mentality concluded by being no longer able to live their most Beautiful Foundational Truth
And for bring the World the ultimate resolution of the True meaning of Existence – Graceful Harmony
A Swans Song.
This world and most of its inhabitants are so sick they are beyond redemption songs
For needing me and all my Line to suffer so so much in order for you to believe in that which you already know.
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