“No one here is your friend” I said firmly but quietly to Thaddeus, the 61 year old Gentle Man in Delta Manor who had come to me for a bit of conversation about certain things which bothered him.
He had come to a troubling revelation which had truly hurt his true gentle nature.
He was not weak, but rather a Gentle Man.
G.M…
“This place is not your home, your home is outside in the World… Not here.”
I was not brusque with him, just firm.
My father says a Sucker is born everyday, he said sadly with a bit of Self Pity.
You are no sucker” I said smiling archly..
Neither am I.
But you can not romanticize the idea that we are all in this together, and “All we have is each other… Don’t be conned (then hurt) by men, at the lowest point “acting” as friends.
It is a form of Survival, don”t hold it against them.
And remember this is a Mental Health Shelter.
This is the world stripped naked..
And it is a Lie.
An illusion which reveals the Truth.
A hard truth for this Elegant older man..
Elegant of Being.
11:22 p.m.
I did not wish to speak, I had so much on my mind…
But I felt his need to unburden his heart.
From one Gentle Man to a Gentleman- Warrior.
I felt his perplexity and profound sadness.
The only person who had offered anything by way of appreciation gracefully expressed was Chase….whom I had seen outside yesterday when I found the Black West END tag..and a kid who was wearing a cap with the word Warriors just before he arrived in my line of Vision.
11:28 pm.
I knew what it meant, I had seen him before his “twin” outside of Starbucks and knew that he was free and I would see outside of this place.
He had asked about what I was going to do this Thanks Giving, an on hearing my response had immediately offered to bring me back some food..”we’ll have a feast.”
But I had observed him watching, observing everything and everyone.
I was not surprised.
Nor were my feelings hurt by the others.
And besides I had formed no bonds in this place.
I have no time for pretense or the polite hypocrisy called society.
I had already seen it and called it out..
And almost was moved to fight, even relishing it….
Until I came back to my senses.
I am a Gentleman Warrior, authoring a consciousness called Harmony before an entire mainly distracted and Supremely Selfish… Whew…!!!
Self centered….
Self Entitled world who blame “God” and the God in people when they don’t get what they want or Need.
A New York Mental Health Shelter is the sum total of this.
I watch “Animal Farm” (A.F/ F.A) everyday…
And the force in me wants to rise and cut and destroy.
Diseased consciousness is made naked here.
You should not be in such a place going through such a process my cubicle mate surprised me in saying today.
He had astounded me by understanding describing what was going on with my body and my Dna…
And that my body was is Evolving!!
“I sleep right besides you.. I hear see and feel it”
“But aren’t you astounded excited!”
Once more mystified (but not) by the worlds apparent indifference to something which was going to affect everyone.
I could not believe how jaded people had become.
But looking at John D…
And I knew why he drank…
He had even told me.
“I can Cee”
10:54 p.m.
A.O E.D.
25-11-9.
Y.K.I.
B.E.K.I.
Beki means ” Bind Ensnare Seduce… ”
Being Emeka Kolo Ikemefuna…
Being E.K…511 Is I.
Hello…
We are now back at 803 Face Book Friends after pausing twice at sacred portal 805….85..
And 804.. Twice…
Now back at 83…
Which is the code of my computer and 69…
Yes…. Anything and everything is revealed in this Equation.
Yesterday we reached 805 Face Book friends with Emmanuel Arua Kalu..
E.A.K.
The P.E.A.K….
Which linked to me and this Equation play..
It also linked to Ani.. Anu.. Yet another story of the past linked to me.. And what my Energetic Expression had attracted on the World Mirror…
– Forming words and meaning.
Forming the arrival of Face Book friends.
And it was made clear that the main reason I am here is not about the E Manual…
But Emmanuel…
Announcing the Presence of God.
Activated in me to a point of Demonstration on Face Book…
That God is Manifest Harmony Expressed.
H E… To infinity.
And that each person has the Divine Grace but it was up to each person to activate it.
Unfortunately, people are refusing to be weaned off enslaving, worshipping and then Slaying-Destroying their Heros.
More so now, than ever before.
I had contact with two people today on cyber space…
Ogechukwukama Ifediorama Ngozichukwuamaka and Nnaemeka Ifennanna Ezeufonna.
O.E… Where I received that confirmation.
Nnaemeka gets it but rises and falls in consciousness based on the unbelievable effort required to sustain and apply the Beautiful Truth in this reality.
For me it is the other way around… Sustaining this reality and peoples inconsistency of expression and consciousness.
After all this effort forced upon me by the False God…F.G..6 7…
The Wave which I have detested, the Will of the people.
Which is unrealistic.
God can not save you..
But yours and the sum total of your Beautiful Truth can.
But there is nothing I or anyone can do about it.
Today was meant to be about Thanks for Giving to me…
Yes, I was not even going to mention it but
Emeka@the P.E.A.K kinda sums it up.
But who is listening or Reading without a show of Power…
The same play has been repeated so many times right to Delta Manor.
I had more respect before I began being “Generous and Kind”
And for not Fighting Gossiping and putting on a front…
I only cautioned 3 ppl.
Because there is a power behind me.
And its the power of the Beautiful Truth.
That Truth of you who sacrificed me because they were so sure that they would their Human Selves would match theirs..
Not become their worst enemy.
I have a new Facebook friend.
804..803…Facebook friend.
84-83.
88- 43.
Hello Tina Barden T.B.
B.T.
Beautiful Truth.
B.T… 2 20.. 22…V.
E.B.T
Tina means “River”
Follower of the W.A.V.E.S.
(Christ.. Words Anointed Vibrating Energy Supreme)
Barden means “Singer Minstrel Poet”
S.M.P…
Sarah Nkem Blackstock
Dawn Marie
Dawn Piercy.
D.D…44 8 16..7
Is me
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